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BLOGS OF THE YEAR 2019.  Blogging sketches of my next autobiographical comixxx album Blues De Carcel Española! <3  Fourth and the last part of Golden Youth: Spanish Prison Blues coming up 2021! <3

24.5.2019 Friday morning, yesterday went right and progression to get what is rightfully ours is  going to court and settled there, later on, so now I can breath and go on with my life and not worry about the lies my father left me...

 

... well, feeling sick and tired of even writing his sht and ugly mind, and that evil stepmother who NOW "don't remember" even what she said a year ago, poor sucker is outta her small head. See you in court, bastard. No mercy for the wicked witch of Karhula. Hahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!! :) Excuse me while laugh at you and your dirty little lies and misunderstandings, fuck face and her arrogance seems to never fade nor die, so no reason for me to treat her kinder than whtat she deserves, and I've always been a good boy scout. I was everybodys' friend, never wanted to fight or quarrel, and even did forgiven my father's sins and false accusations, BEFORE I got that last will outrageous lies to read, ................................................................................now I'm angry and so disappointed again. It's motherfucking time to TELL the TRUTH,

..........and only truth, so help me, god. Open your eyes, except you don't have 'em like my evil stepmother hacven't got, and surely ain't the only thing missing in her head!! ;)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))!

23.5.2019 Thursday early morning,soon off with bus towards the  Kotka town, to settle up the last will and lies that it brought back. Gotta stay cool and calm, as possible, it ain't easy, but I got 7 hours to wake up or sleep in bus ride and finally able to buy few more drumsticks as i just took last pair in use yesterday, what a coincident...

 

 

<-- old postcard of the late great marilyn Monroe. Made me happy all through the years and decades,

....even as a Spanish tatoo under my arm from year 1987, go figure out that!! ;)

 

 

...dunno how it's gonna go today, but all I want is truth and my legal share from late father. No matter how bad parent he was, and ugly and arrogant his second wife is, we're saved and protecetd from insanity and false accusations by law, as they got nothing to hold against us, kids of the dead man. And no matter what happened in 70's and early 80's they can't take it away, the scars on our backs, the hurt in our soul and cry in our hearts shall go on, forever, death of an bastard doesn't make him saint in a flash, no fucking way.

Justice for us all!! <3

22.5.2019 Wednesday morning,things starting to shape out right for yomorrow's hearing and traveling case to prove my rights and correctness, hah, yes, I'm a good boy, but I do the bad boy boogie over town...

 

..........nah, that's not rue  anymore, I used to do bad boy boogie, born to love til the day I die,  being bad bot ain't that bad, I had me more dirty women most men ever had, all you women come along with me and Ill show you how good this bad boy can be (Bon Scott 1977). One of my all time favourites, what aman and tbathroom poet as he said himself, hahaha!!

<---Illustration here made with pencils and colour changed in photoshop by me 2017, while I needed a break from comic album I worked 2016-2018 and released in September 2018 in Hellsinki.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hey, we went to see the Avengers Endgame movie last night and I gladly surprised that they used my body to model one of the superhero,

the Thor's torso!!! :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))!!!!! :P

21.5.2019 Tuesday morning, finding resolution and answers to accusations, game of thrones of my family tree, and evil stepmother indeed. My life's never been like a fairy tale book, except those few great moments of triumph as in 2011 the winning of the Finnish comics 100th anniversary competition comic book autobiographicla novel, Golden Youth printed and sold 2012 world wide...........

 numbers that I only know, and even I dunno excatly, hah! But I can still relate to AC/DC song, Ain't No Fun waitin' Round To Be a Millionaire!!! ;) Need a message in song, there you got it!! :)

 Waiting inpatiently Thursday and trip to eastern Finland and counselor's office to hear and deal with last will of my late father. This has been on my mind, too much,especially the lies he wrote. Can't accept 'em at all, as I told you before: I need, carve, demand truth and no false accusation beyond the grave, the fact tha my father couldn't see clear nor seeing the big picture. Gap between true and lie, is humongous and I only tell truth, so I should not worry so much , but I feel so hurt again for thangs I've dealed and put in my past, and forgiven my father's ignorance and cruelty, and cheating to cut his children out of his leftover money and apartment's value, ridicilous and evil, like he was, but I've forgiven his stupidity decades ago. So it's only so very sad he tries these cheap tricks, even six feet under. Growing daffodils in his eyes and worms eaten his flesh, oh he was cremated so it's only dust in the wind his existence....................................

 My tears are not excatly falling over, him. I can give you all you fathers a GOOD advoce, treat your kids with love and care, and you'll propably never end like me, hobo homeless, but hey, I got tales to tell cause of it, hah, so maybe there is a meaning for all the shit my father shoveled into my back!?! :/

20.5.2019 Monday afternoon, sun shines on heat levels of this land of north...

 me I'm wondering how to deal with stepmothers, assholes and other disgusting creatures, landed on my trail and path to righteousness, truth and justice, for ME and every other man, woman or kid whose been misjudged, abused, mistreated in the name of law, love and misúnderstnding.

 People TREAT your kids right, that's all I want you to know, do and really think hard.

Yes, think again, which way you CAN help, encourage or live with problematics, your kids run into,

judging is for god and jury. I'm on eof those misfortuned ones, whose parents have abonded, misjudged and trated like shit, not because they understood what's wrong with me, but because they didn't! And that's the truth.

19.5.2019 Sunday morning,

 

 

 

 

 

....it's hot and I'm feeling dizzy after watching the Eurovison song contest til early hours, luckily today it's ice hockey time again at night. Taking it easy and hoping for the best!! Have yourself a greeeeeeeeeeat time! :)

18.5.2019 Saturday, great fight in last night icehockey match against Great Britain, who fought like ööööööööö, men should. Finland had really struggle to score and win, but the better team won finally, good for us. It's been nervewrecking suspensed games , as it usually is with us hockey fans to be in audience and live with the team's every move, huh!

 

 Well, this inventory of the estate of a deceased person next week keeps my mind alert and thinking, too much, all I can say is how false a man's head can be, hiow can you judge some one without hearing his or her side first.  Sad sad man, wish I neve would be his son, but as I am, and my youth experiences with cannabis was a joke in court, did have afine for less than 50 euros, ha. Ans to my knowledge illness nor sickness of the mind  ain't no crime, and defenatekly NOT reason to make me not suitable for the legal cut, that's all folks. And most of all: gimme proof of any kinda shit you judge me, thank you very much., bastards! :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P !!

 ....So all you fathers of sons take good care of your kids, love your own offspring like good parent do, if you wanna be happy, for the rest of your lives. Try to understand and REMENBER how tuff it was for you to grow up, got it?!? ;)

17.5.2019 Friday, and my mind is still in whirlwind and dizzy with angry thoughts about my late father, as I read his last will...

 ...full of lies and nasty rumours about my behaviours, just avoid the legal cut to  us what's rightfully ours as his children. Too bad I had to see this kinda ugliness in the blind man's last act, as I did already forgive him all he misuses and abuses, and  bruises he hit to me and my sister as disguised as disipline and raising kids, LIKE his own dad did, that's so sad. And spoiled my few good memories of that dead bastard.

No mercy for the bad, if they want it.... and no mercy for my father, dead or alive. Here's the little advice for all you juveniles parents: treat your own kids the best you can, and you got their love and respect, like I couldn't have nor give, I suppose forgiveness is free,

 

 

 ...but respect you gotta earn baby. So if you've read my autobios the way my father mistreated me was just a peak of shitpile, he did. There's no reason for me to admire nor respect him, in my world death doesn't make you a saint immediately, and unreachable to TRUTH.

 So all you fathers out there, buzy in your rush hour years, take aminute and think HOW you want your children to treat you, later on in your lives, you know life is funny thatw ay, it goes on and developes, soon you're the one needing help to get your dirty ass to toilet and back. Under age kids are in YOUR responsibility, that's why we have those laws, kids are naive, stupid and just too young to understand the cruel world, yet. So help your kids, no matter WHAT was your own upbringing.

Be a man, not a pussywhipped slipper kicked around the house by your angry wife. Ugh.

 

 

 

 

16.5.2019 Thursday morning, and sunshine, wife wanted to be funny first off...

 

 

 

 

 

.....got into fight and that's most stupidiest way to start a day, apologizes needed, jeesus. This life has never been TOO easy, and it defenately ain't now... plääh. Have yourselves a happy day if you can!

15.5.2019 Wednesday morning, well maybe next year Finland sends a GOOD song to Eurovision contest, not a lousy techno shit, with not too goodlooking hetero singer to amuse gays springtime break festival ,oh dear, such awaste of time and money and electric backdrop show business, for what?

  Well music, is the last thing important in Eurovision contest, undoubtly it's a no brainer: you can't put songs in scale of better or worse, laughable thang. "On, no my song is better than yours", like your dad is better and stronger than mine, are we 5 year olds in sand box fight?

Answers readable in some other jerk off comics artists pages, where you answer to your own questions like a fool!!

14.5.2019 Tuesday morning, trying to get my eyes open with cups of coffee, drinking still not pouring it into my eyesockets, ehe, joke for day, laugh all life, stupid or not, clever or jive ass, all the same, if you like it and hurt no one else...

 

...somewhere there's a place for us, peace and quiet and open air, said and sang in broadway, by Leonard Berstein wrote the music, and Tom waits made sweet cover of "Somewhere", that melts your cold heart and opens one of my favourite album Blue Valentines, great musicianship and tunes and stories, big respect for Tom, forever.

 In album above I did one Waits cover few year's back, and I think I nailed it, my way. If you can't bring anything new and different to cover, why bother, brother?!? ;)

  Okey, "Listen to your heart", another Motörhead song from best of Motörhead records" Overnight Sensation"! Listen and explode the fluffs off of your ears! :)

13.5.2019 Monday morning,  ain't too hot, warming by the time and month, slowly...

....and I'm running out of storage drawings that won't reveal too(!?!) much of the next episode and adventures, so I gotta invent a alternative pics for your pleasure! Maybe you enjoy naked ladies dancing on the beach with most perfect reading for you adolecents and juvenile delinquets, like I do! ;)

12.5.2019 Sunday morning, mother's day congratulation to all good motner's on earth...

 

 

 

....and not bad motherfuckers at all.

 I'm watching the Ice hockey world championships with enjoyment of Finnish team fighting and winning first two matches. It's only too bad that all teh matches are in MTV3 channel or in it's pay for view channelshit.

 Nostalgic for YLE showing more than just Finns games, but as I might have been told before, capitalists take your money and force feed you advertisement wwhich is not any kinda my amusement, quite acontrarery, hate ads and teh world image they try to sell us. Oh nou nou, life is ruined by TV and moneymakers, hahahhaa......!!!

11.5.2019 Saturday morning, trying to find happy things and enjoy Springtime, no matter if it rains little, it's warm like Summer rain! ;) I'm still wondering why I didn't win in Eurojackpot 45 million as it was planned...

 

 

<-- still running wild and free?!? :/ My notoriues Spanish Prison Blues half page, when I'm, goin up to house, again. too true story, but I gotta tell it to you, maybe you get wise and avoid some stupidities  I've done, maybe not. I did what I did, cause I wanted to see it ALL! And that's excatly what I did, seen it all before, now time to tell it as it is.

 

 

...seriously I'd know few tahngs to spend it on, right away! So I must keep on dreaming til I make my first 45 million deal and comic books wage! ;) Oh well, glad what I have accomplished and all the important things done and purcahsed earlier on, ain't no rich man, but poverty ain't oo far away, from today's point of view, so do I have right to whine, cry and pity............................................................................... myself?

Of course I have! ;))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))!

10.5.2019 Friday morning and off to work or "work" and play my part in this game of pretending havimng areasable and valuable things to do while spending time on govermentally insane projects to clean the heavy load of presentage and numder of...

 

<--- deserted beach in autumnly Castello´n De La Plana, Spain, 1987.

 

.....imployment statistics. It's a crazy world and you made it as it by voting capitalists, so thank you. Somehow we 're all living in this planet, but hoping for planet B, to come out of hide and save us. Dunno is having the best time awhile alive is the solution for world's problems, zeitgeise and anxiety, but I'll do my best to stay alive, sane and happy. And hopefully make as many people happy with me, as I can. Laughing is funny, was a title I wrote a song few years back, still right on money. Towards better times and weekend!! :)

9.5.2019 Thursday morning, just woke up strangest dream where I was  congratulising Remu and we were in mediterrian and the sand cliff next to us collapsed and buildings were dropping to ocean...

 

 

<--- in pieces I am, waiting for freedom, libertad siempre, mis amigos tambien! ;)

 

 

 

...and then I woke up! Hopefully I don't have any fortune telling skills, no beachs to collapsing and rowing thank you.  I am true believer of voodoo hoodoo, mojos, black cat bones , ladders and umbrellas and all superstitious stuff  you can imagine, born under bad sign in Friday 13th, but I'm as much real gypsy as is Andy McCoy, hah....!! ;))))))))))

8.5.2019 Wednesday morning, domestic hurricane and tornado smashing each other, troubles I could live without, only makes me sad, so shall I sink my sadness in work, and try to live like nothing's wrong...

<-- streetwalker and trashrtalker fir so good together!! ;)

... that's something the future biographical writers must dwell in and on and on: "What was in his mind, did he leave a diary or "secret cryptic memoirs"?!?

 Hah, couldn't care less right now how the futurists in future see me, if they can't see my art, nor the value of it, hopefully I ain't just another unknown number in history book pages, as I do beleive my life is valuable and my art, well it is what it is, best I can do. Can't see no point to produce fast and commercial comics, just to earn a buck or two, nor trying to prove being artist like a kid, wearing hippie clothes and dye my hair blue or orange, yes, I've been thru that already in 80's, and got no reason to go back to those days.... except in autobiographics, hahahaa!!! :)

7.5.2019 Tuesday morning, on diet losing weight as suppose to, brightens my day early in the morning as I watch it every morning, and try to eat as little as possible, that's the ONLY really working diet, I know, as working hard in constructions is out of questions, no more that kinda stuff with these worn out knees, so I'm kinda lucky my work is to draw pictures inside house, in whatever weather it is out side!!

 

<-- making moves, connecting people, streetwalkers like us have more fun, you bet yer ass!! ;)

 

 

Well, 26th year in this profession as I was late bloomer thanks to officers in Funlandia and Spain, haha, read all about in Golden Youth series, that'll tell you all you need to know about life of a little artist boy's struggles and love affaairs so sweet and bitter from 1978-1998...

 ...and after that is finished I'll make the My Childhood " Born in Friday  13th" -story 1963-1977, but that's just when this crazy world is and if spinning still year 2022! :P

6.5.2019 Monday morning, wish it will be better than yesterday: domestic fight eat all fun outta life, but so lucky it's all over. Slept nice 9 hours and feeling pretty alright, well this is MY dairy and I CAN write whatever nonsense or dramatic actions I want and like, right?!? ;)))

 

 

<-- streetwalking women and me, the best of friends between strangers in the night!! ;)

 

 

 

 

 

...well, I can live without any fights and too much drama, thank you very much! Life and crazy dreams I just had with rocker well knopwn, hah, waht a trip, man!! ;)

So today it's drawing more of this stuff for book of revelations so hard and real, you'll pee honey, baby! ;)

5.5. 2019 Sunday afternoon, slept some lacks out and got rest needed, taking it easier than the situation is, but troubles is my middle name, and it's only here to be conquered and smiled like a killer, when winning the race with he devilish purposes and temptations...

 

 

<--- meeting new friends to be lovers ?!? :)

 

 

...as I'm on diet to lose heavy load weight and fight the lust for sweets, candy, chocolate and delicatesses every night just before I fell in sleep and watch TV to get ebtertained and empty my head. I'm the kinda men who think too much all the time, and hate it, trying to avoid "thinking" as much as I can. Don't gimme no jive ass "you should use more your head and think" rap, cause what suits you might not suit to me, it's that easy if YOU see, what I mean..............................!

Sunday best time to relax and take it E-Z!! ;)

4.5.2019 Saturday morning, waking up not amillionaire, what wrong with eurojackpotting betting all 4 euros a week, as I should be winner and  lose this poor boy blues...

<--- trading shoes and getting old sneakers in exchange, good nusiness or not so good, but hey man' gotta do what...

ever he gotta! ;)

 

...it ain't right, it's not fair, that every week I do trust I'm the next eurojackpot winner, but the wins are small if any. But hope lives on with every week and these Saturday mornings, when I check last night's numbers and wake up happy or not so, damn. Wish I'd be happy all the time, but blues sneaks in to life, unwanted and unexpected, maybe it'll make me better blues singer, and gives me more street credibility, who knows... but do I really need more street cred ? Nuh, I need money so gimme all you got and buy all my books now, you are hypnotised to do so: buy, buy,buy,buy,buy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) Fill the earth with my good books and my pocket with dinero, por favor y gracias ! ;)

3.5.2019 Friday and my active life's only weekly appointment but profitable so, maybe I should be happy and glad...

 

 

...maybe this life is fine and not worth complaining, but hardly can be so optimistic fool, when see so many troubled, poor and some who never can be satisfied . It's a long way to working society of happiest people in the world, huh. What I can do and what I shall has a tiny difference, and limits of time and money, til I'm righteosly rich and multi millionaire and ambassador of good for lesser fortunate, yeah that'd be great way to spend millions, giving 'em to unexpected poor, when meet. Maybe one day my dream can come true.

2.5.2019 Thursday morning, long needed rain finally came and shall be with us today too, mama nature thanks with growing greens and if I do recall 'em clear the air, stop polluting this planet, is easy for me to say as I fly very rare once a five years or so, it's not me whose spoiling this ground, you leave for your kids....

 

 

 

<-- nightclubbing in Castellon 1987.

 

 

...as I have none, no kids to call my very own, although I always wanted one or two, so you can't judge me for overpopulation either, so you take the blame for all your actions, thank you. Leave what you want to generations to come and see,

 if there is a planet of blues, or not. Kinda big thing, decide what you want to give, take and forgive and been taken. Away, with conscience.

1.5.2019  First of May, 15 th Wappu morning without hangover in a row, and that's more than ever in my whole life, as I started drinking wine as a tender age of 14, and next 27 Wappus  I was one on the million drunk, all over this land. Well, Alko makes good money every year this time, and by the taxes paid of every alcohol bottle, this (next) government shall do goos for us poor and needy, yeah?

 

 

<--- living with coffee and cih´garettes, for real, this ain't no  lame ass survival-show on TV with cameras rolling in desserted island shite, and that's all right. Wild man Jack's adventures in Spain, out of his brain.

 

 Living in hope for better times and chances, love and understnding. Living in dream for good, and trust for progress and development for equality, and taking care for homeless, old, handicapped and pebsioners with small tiny pensions. And most of remember to gimme all your....................

 money!! I'll tax you nothing, I'll take cash, checks and all bitcoins too!!!!!! ;))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) !

30.4.2019 Wapunaatto, good morning and have yourselves a happy day celebrating students, Spring, and labours...

 

 

 

 

<-- Leaving the station, passing thru, going places and insane and stuff like that in my youth of golden stream of happiness and... bad bad luck! ;) So lucky those days are over, but still got enuff memopry to make 'em a graphic novel, oh lucky ( born in Friday thirteenth) me!!! :)))))

 

 

            ...I'm planning to draw few pages and have little sausages and put on my student hat at evening and tomorrow. Never knows what, where and how, but that's the mystery and twist and plot of this life. Destiny, luck and accidental meetings in future, love you, love me. Be good to yourself. And pets of your life! ;)

Also done few new songs:

1080. Man Who Knows It All 12.3.2019
1081. Spring Time 15.3.2019
1082. Splendid 16.3.2019
1083. Justice Is Blind 22.3.2019
1084. Righteousness 25.3.2019
1085. Rock Heavy And Hard Life 29.3.2019
1086. Anna Mae Bullock 5.4.2019
1087. Howling Guitar 7.4.2019
1088. National Rational 11.4.2019
1089. Jazz De Notre Dame 16.4.2019
1090. Jazz Dieziocho 18.4.2019
1091. Destiny, Justice And Luck 20.4.2019
1092. Without Disappointments 21.4.2019
1093. Booze, Blues And Other Everyday Consuming Items 23.4.2019
1094. Stage Of Life 25.4.2019
1095. Dope Hope 30.4.2019 ......................................................................available soon in music shop near you!! ;)

29.4.2019 Monday morning, sunshine and dry ground needs rain, before the farmers are in trouble again...

 

<-- sleepy sleeper needin' sleep and rest, according to my favourite blues singer Muddy Waters' song : "...oh baby I'll sleep on the floor, just to be with you..."!!!  <3

 

...as them are EVEY f**cking year!! ;)

 Dunno why can't they get their shit together and grew something good and get along and  make profit like good ol' bad days of 70's!?!  Well, I always thought EU pays a whole lotta for framers in here altitudes of north, where best raisin is snow and ice cream, ehe. Eskimos like us, are crazy for snow and cold cold ground, all year thru.

28.4.2019 Sunday morning, and the birds have arrived finally in our yard and trees getting their leaves fast now, oh well, (read yesterday blog!) and Summer I can almost feel in my old bones. Warmth and smells and odoeurs of nature. Good that I quit smoking 19 years ago, so I CAN smell different kinda smells, from orange peels to fresh flowers and earthly stuff...

 

<--- sleeping in cafeteria chair, lack of sleep for 3 nights will due it's cost!!

 

...well, good news and bad news: Jack King Noir shall make one gig (at least) on Summer, but our landlord is again thinking of selling this house, so that might mean we'll have to buy this or.........................! :/

 Too sad if we're foced to move, but hey that's life too, hopefully shall find a nice house for rent near, with garage where I can paly my drums, on winters too, and we can have our pets and all. But luckily this land is full of empty houses and apartments as everybody ( all the young urban proffessionals) want to live in cities, especially in Helsinki, so that gives us a little comfort if buying this ain't an option reachable, ...........................we're living suspense times. Hoping only the best, for all....! :)

27.4.2019 Saturday morning, leaves are opening in trees, seems like fast but they been there for weeks until they open. It's the nature's wonder i won't stop wandering err wondering, how it's done, how this planet knows when it's Summertime and when not, sure some whizz kid professor of nature could explain it all, but still the wonder of life, born is...

 

<-- dealing with devil in crossroads, as any good ol' blues singer and guitarslinger would, back in 1987, waiting there is no heaven on earth for us sinners.

 

 

...miracle and so average and natural (heh!) that we hardly stop to think about it, or do we, you, him or her do?

Oh well it's easy to sail thru this life without ever wondring why and how, isn't it?

Answers as usual post office box 313 Ducksburg 30100 Funlandia, gracias mia mores y perros, hijos de putas como yo, tambien!!! ;)

26.4.2019 Friday morning and I'm off to work space...

 

 

 ...for the daylight hours, or less, it's just 4 hours that aman can be createful, grateful mna can be all his life, but that's another story!! ;) Wishing all you good boy scouts and girls refreshing and happy weekend activities with knots and survival knowledge and flags and signs with pillow cases!! :)

 

 

 

<--- "...all alone at the crossroads with shadows around me, I've come such along way and I'm nowhere bound..." ( Peer Günt 1986. )

25.4.2019 Thursday morning, I'm on diet again for next 4 months, first days gone fine. Except wife keeps giving me candy, she bought but didn't liked, hah, so my weight is lowering but not as fast as I'd thought...

 

<---crossdressing in Spain, hahhahahaa, wouldn't believe if you'd see it with your own eye, is s/he a man or woman!?!

 

 

 

... it's a case of having good health and functional body, to work, play and walk, for the rest of my days, thank you. Maybe I had enuff of 14 years being overweight, plääääh. Gotta make and stay in more healthy diet for ever, since now. Trying to avoid to slipping back in old norms and delicatesses, yes being hard and firm for myself and going straight to the top of my game in slimmer inner me, as I've felt always,  again!! ;)

24.4.2019 Wednesday afternoon, yeees sir I did sleep enuff, 9 hours and read  inspired audiobook of Little Richard, huh huh til 3 in the morning, it's Titti Frutti and revlations and good golly miss molly, sexual and race with times and devil's music. Usually I don'y get so excited on book that it's hard to stop, but this one is, happy to go to bed every night....

 

<-- Train kept a-rollin- old blues rock by Yardbirds' and Albert Järvinen's solo album Ride On!!! <3

 

 

 

...oh well, these abnormal warm days of April are so fine. Enjoying with all my heart, and like I told yesteday to a friend, I'd rather spent winters in Spain's climate, but til I can afford it, I seem to be dreaming about it every year, more. Dreamd to fulfill, dreamd to live for. Dream of better world, for you and me. I may be selfish in work, but in life I'm communist by heart, all to all, equality like any capitalist would cry!! ;)

23.4.2019 Tuesday morning, sun shining, Spring sprunging, feeling like a king...

 

 

 

 

<--- stranger in strange town, middle of the night!

 

 

 

 

 

 

...without clothes or money, but still king of my kingdom, comic adult world, adventures in real life. Been this way since 1993, and it's amighty loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time. Trying to keep positive thinking and feeling, ni matter how hard life treats, still alive and well! Listenig Johnny winter blues always make my day. And need one more tattoo on my lest arm, still wondering which I'd prefer most..........! Time will tell, like it always does. Strange ways, accidents and destinies, luck and spurs of a moment. Life, best experienced alive.

22.4.2019 Monday morning, it may be holy day, but for me it's not a holiday, I wanna draw and go further on my story, still have along long way to go, on path I chozen. It may not be the fastest nor kindest but it' the only and fairest of 'em all, truth.

 

<-- the escape train adventures continue!! ;)

 

 Burning like fire in night, sometimes it looks like only fire, in the night, only salmon swimming upstream, like in Neil Young song, that was carved in my golden cross 1978, Will To Love. I was such a young boy then, full of love but nobody to love, in sight, in arms, in bed, all those little kid years, I've been thinking about... to make an album, when this last trip to Spain is done. Born in Friday Thirteenth, is the title, and story is my own life 1963-1978, where I did start the first autobio Golden Youth, back in 2008. Hopefully I'll have 'em all done by 2028, when I'n turning 65 age of a pensioner, heh.

21.4.2019 Sunday morning, blues, I had such a bad bad dream, and am just waking up. Nightmares where I can't find back home, keys, phone, money, traveling luggages etc etc etc, I hate but still see, oh why do men dream at sleep?

<-- sleeping in Spain and train or bus, all the way!! ;)

 

 So many things I don't know, even more that I don't care, envy, steal, borrow or kill, but wanna make living on my own. Life outside the box, outside prisons and chains, life worth living for every man and their woman!! ;) there's still the thiord world of India, Africa and China and coutries like that: poor and/or locked societies, poor people slaving in wages next to nothing, human trafficking, child prostitution and gun trafficking, wars and stupidity like never, seen this all over again and again. We're on our way to black hole sooner or later, while the capitalist empties my pockets. Sad dreams for past and future.

20.4.2019 Saturday morning, sky is colour of gin long drink, immediately stole tha phrase from TV program I watched for few seconds to get it, hah. I've been without long drinks soon 9 years in Autumn, as long as is from my friend's funeral, and after party...

 

<--- warm sangria and hot bus effects, hahahhaa!! ;)

 

 

...drank with dead man's brother all night beers and left with first bus back home to Forzza city. Death came not unexpected with cancer but suddenly as I did get married for teh very first time, just month before, and my life was busy with it. Did my mourning period with lotsa crying.  Loss is huge when friends are dead and gone, not too amny good peopel around, anyway. RIP all you dead boys.

19.4.2019 Friday afternoon, good friday to all of us, believers on none, time and world is the same for us all, it's just the luck and accident where you're born and raised. Illusions of freedom and free moving is not reality for every one, most of the world is too poor or weak to leave to live in Sweden, even we Finns like it here better than sleeping in next door neighbours couch...

 

<-- wheeler dealer in Marbella 1987!! ;)

...oh well, I was so disappointed and sad as they sawn another old tree off of our neighbours yard, especially I don't like it as it was nice tree full of leaves that protect the straight sight from nearby reoad and walking path straight back to my window of this working room and place. I love real light of the Summer and use shades only forced if it's too hot or blindiong, for my drawing table site. Oh these little panics in my little head, but killing another living tree which makes this neighbourhood green, vivid and beautiful is ALWAYS sad sad sad....! Let 'em trees grow and fall when it's their time to fall, and not being scared like shit for everything that MIGHT happen... trees do not fall just like that, don't they. And if they do, I hope it'll be your head that them land!! ;))

Just kidding, never mean no harm to no living one, except for assholes named................ oh read all about it, in words I've written here, hahahhahhahaaa!!! ;) Blame me if you ain't got no one else to balme, I can take it!! ;)

18.4.2019 Thursday morning, off to work and get some money, honey...

 

<-- more nocturnal criminal acyivities revealed, now that's too old crimes to procecute, or at least I hope so!! ;)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

...although times are tight and money growing in trees not like it used to be. Starving for fame and fortune, love and satisfaction. Well, there's nothin wrong with me that thousand euros won't fix...!! ;)

17.4.2019 Wednesday morning and another mixed up girl went for ride to Hämeenlinna for dental fix, another timetable mix up, all fucked up anf left for too late to check out right time......

 

 <-- plot mix up, this happened earlier in Madrid, read all about it!!!

....oh well, another day in paradise and another non granted money night, cause "they" prefer kids stuff and books, here in Funlandia illustrators union. What can I say, ain't much more faggotty and pheudop-whiny than drawing stupid jive ass kids stuff books, but hey, it's just my opinion - why would ANY reasonable clever and sexually sure adult do such, unless sick interest on kids, and yes prove me wrong little Alice in Wunderbaumland, ....äh, I'm just "angry and jealous", as I'm every day, or so they say, and you know best of all is "they" who decide know all....

 but me, I'm pretty alone with my righteous opinions. But you can join me anytime honey, as long as you can think like adult, do. Welcome to my nightmare and reality, ain't no TV-show, no newsteller, no comedy actor,

 just real wild child, man. I'm a man, don't know what you stand for, and really don't care! ;)

16.4.2019 Tuesday afternoon, in my morning coffee still, opening these eyes and expecting date for my next gig as singer guitarslinger, soon...

<--- criminal in Marbella getting frisked by local police force, hahhahhaa...

 

... meanwhile sad about Notre Dame burning in Paris, oh they got it out of flames, and it's not total destruction, good luck in accidental(?) fire caused by contraction restoration site, that's really bad how many times we'd heard and witnessed that same "ooops the fire got away by surprise  from welding at site"! Well, sad and big loss anyway, although I have no memories of it in actual place, as I've only been once in Paris, 1980 and didn't visit any sightseeings nor churches at the tender age of 16!! ;)))))))))

15.4.2019 Monday morning, election was farse but ice hockey was even worse, damnation, there ain't no justice in this land or world. Idiots running for power,  jerks voting and populism rises all around globe,

 ain't having no fun...

 

 

 

 

<--- Young man blues in Marbella 1987, yes whole lotta love, waiting for you, if you just got guts and go and give all you got. Strange kinda adventures in sunshine and darkenss of the edge of the town!! ;)

 

 

 

... waiting round to be a millionaire! So I'll make my own future doing just what I want and love, fuck all rest, until the equality and love wins, in your hearts, in my dreams. Just ride on like Lucky Luke to sunset with Jolly Jumper, heh, life in art and comics, life worth living?

Yes, just do it......................! Love waits for you, maybe just behind the next corner.

14.4.2019 Sunday morning, and it exciting evening with Finnish female ice hockey world cup, championship title match at 20.00 hours. First time EVER in history/herstory our girls are in title match, and getting at least silver, if USA chicks is still too fast for our female lions to grab and eat...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

.........oh there's some governmental case election result eve too, but it's just politics, and you can't win there ever, too much!! ;) Hi hip hooray, for female and good thangs!! ;)

13.4.2019 Saturday morning, and lucky thirteen I am Eurojackpot winner, 3 numbers right, won't make me the richest man in town but puts a smile on my face!! ;)

 

 

<---Eating out on Marbella beach restaurants and leading the criminal life!! ;)

 

 

 

 

 

 

Saturday is the cleaning day here in our house, and sauna after it and some TV entertainment, and the womens ice hockey semifinal with Finns and Canadian women, all thumbs up! Alright have yourselves a fantastico tico Saturday ball, any which way you choose!! ;)

12.4.2019 Friday morning, on my coffee cups and soon leaving for...

 

 

<-- nights getting colder in hot Spanish Autumn, back in 1987, year of the dog, or at least treated as one!! :/

 

 

...this here kinda work related stuff I do, forced to be active in this here model, although I wish not to be in that kinda model, if you catch my drift and know what I mean?

 

 

 

Anyways have yourself a great weekend!! :)

And use your right to VOTE!!!! Let's make it better, righteousness society, for all.......not just right wing capitalists!! ;)

11.4.2019 Thursday afternoon, waiting patiently for warmer climate....

 

 <-- the on that got away, Marbella 1987. Life and story! :)

 

 

 

 

...change will come no matter what, time nor climate evr stays the same. After ice age we have this thing called: kevät, only in Finland it is very cold and brief moment. Just a breath before Summertime, which is just two breaths away from Autumn and,

next ice age. Toward endless revolving doors of life! ;)

10.4.2019 Wednesday morning, woke up early, maybe changing into it permanently way of living with light hours of the day, well Summer it's all bright and lighten thru the night too, oh how blessed we are here in Funlandia!!! :)

 

<--- bar accidents in Marbella 1987. Drawn in April. © Copyrights by me 2019.

 

Snow tried to make comeback but only here and there pieces got on earth, here in Forzza city, huh, we don't need no more snow, this Springtime, thank you. People who believe there ain't no accidents, no coincidents... tell me why do young children do die on accidnets and cancer? Just for god's intencious cruelty and hate for them? If you believe that your children will be next, sang one band, but I'm not so sure they knew what they mean with, nor me, hah, ........................................................................it's ALL fucking accidental action since were conceived and the first cells become splitting and multipile to be a girl or a boy, oh well and third kinda too who don't know which way to turn. But it's all down on luck and accidentals. Good luck with your accident theory when shit hits the fan, and no one helps you, let's see if you still want to believe in...

bullshit like "there ain't no accidents"!! :P

9.4.2019 Tuesday morning, and few days stepback on Spring sprunging, damn, I was already in mood for warm, bees and birds buzzing and singing, but...

 

 

 

<-- wheeling and dealing in port of marbella /Puerto Marbella, oh yeah, criminal activities, but do not tell anyone, hsssssssssssss!!! :)

 

 

 

 

 

...here in Siperia we have different kinda weather seasons: long cold Winter and very short Summer, and between 'em hardly regocnicable Spring and Autumn, including rain, snow and sneet, maximun overdriven season of wet, yes sneet most of time, like just now on the angle on 45 degrees!! :/

8.4.2019 Monday morning, the Summertime table, rain washing away the scum off of the streets, like Kokoomus, Persu, Siniset and Keskusta politicians, who'll promise anything but never be true, never trust a man who promise you everything and more...

 

<-- Anger in Marbella, lost in translation act one or two!! ;)

 

 

...luckily now it seems like we'll finally get a good ol' leftie government again, and hopes are high to help and ease poorest and needest situations, ain't we all human, except Paavo Väyrynen ain't...

nothing but alien that eat your brain and steal your purse. All we need is righteousness and equality and more possibilities for artist and other poor men, and some women too! ;)

7.4.2019 Sunday morning, taking it easy...........

 

 ....have yourself a  duty free sunday, and keep your thoughts on thangs you really dig! ;)

 

 

 

 

 

<-- walkin' along the endless boulevards of Marbella my dear, and nights, just a vanishing hope for love and good stuff within!! ;)

6.4.2019 Saturday afternoon, slept some lack off, looking out on my window, I can hardly see any snow at all, so it's springtime and just waiting for trees get their leaves and grass going green and birds return all. Does it feel like every year I feel more happy when the cold ice age period is over and warmth is making comeback, like some band like Motörhead returnig to Finlandia every year!?! ;)

 

 

 

 

 Although Motörhead doesn't make any tours anymore, ever. Sadder every year little more, as there's so few bands I'd pay for to see in concert.................................!

Tom Waits I'd love to see live, and Weezer and....... Steel Panther, for third time, hehehehee!! :D Oh well, hopefully the election and it's results are fine with us poor and worker with minimum wages, we need more to have a life worth living, very simple, and we don't need no luxury, except taxes higher for higher luxury items and wages taht are sky high, and we need bread and circus fun, too!! ;)

5.4.2019 Friday morning, soon off to work on this here comics adventure's on myself, younger thou. Life was pretty whole lotta different way back in 1987. It'd be too easy to laugh about just clothes and hairdoes, but I do draw life and love, and the adventures wild...

 

 

 

 

 

<-- back in Puerto Marbella, again!

 

 

 

...er than you ever expected, hah, well, not if you were juvenile delinquet like me!! ;) Cheers to all little criminals and their lives and stories never been told! ;)

So just you wait, and celebrate every day alive,a s you should! Have yourselves greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat weekend!!! ;)

4.4.2019 Thursday morning, and finally, knock on wood, a flu free day breaking and sun shining, Spring sprung fast now, delighted and inspired to do my best on comic, mon amour...

 

 

14 days flu might be a record breaking too, bad for my health, to skip the drum excercise for 2 weeks, fitness dive and breathing like asthmatic guinea pig! ;)

 

 

 

 

<--- meeting of old "enemies" in Marbella night, talking with Spanish in english had it's difficulties,

 as they didn't want or did not speak it much, and the little was pronounced as Spanish do, heh, sorry my dear Spanish friends, but that's the truth, and I'm only interested in it!! ;)

3.4.2019 Wednesday morning, still in the cruel hands of back pain, tried some gel and maybe it worked , a little, I just must soldier on with album illustrations, no matter what...

 

 

 

<-- love affair Marbella 1987.

 

 

...well, midst of Spring's returning birdwatch, I really don't regocnize too many bird spices but I like watching 'em, and heard 'em sing in trees next to our house.

 

Cheapest kinda fun, which I prefer from paid smut on TV, every night, and those freaking MTV3 news tellers forced smiles and news that are fed by money and markets, it ain't what real news should be and is on YLE. So choose wise my friend, reality without really annoying fake news (haha!) and pepsodent smile!! :D

2.4.2019 Tuesday noon, just as I was getting out of the flu, back bone pain hit in lower side of my back, damn, thought I had it enuff sickness for this year, but as I was laying down all week in flu, my physical health dive. It wasn't too good before and now it's lousy, just one week missed drum excercises and muscles atrophied and strenghth are fallen down like lead zeppelin! :/

 

<-- hot chicks in Marbella 1987!! ;)

 

 Oh well, hoping for fast recovering from flues blues, and hoping this land shall get a new government in next election, and this world, err... land shall be saved and correct, good and fine for us all Finns!

 

 I have my candidate chozen already, cause I've been follower of Vasemmistoliitto ( and great Li Anderson ) for years, so I've been watching these election rallies in TV and press only in one eye and one deaf ear, promises made again, but just hoping that'll left side wins with huge pile of votes, and we shall get ahuman govermental stuff, again..... after 4 bad capitalist driven years. How can people be so blind, I dunno, maybe you do?!?

1.4.2019 April fools day, and I'm easy to fool...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

....but never been crazy fool for fooling others, doesn't get my kicks that way, being mean and evil never been no guiding light for my life.

Hate all those dudesons teenager minded jokes, where you HURT your friend or innocent bystander and laugh about it, slap yourselves into outer space if you thin pain is funny........... . Seriously you think that cruelty in words and actions is any kinda FUNNY?!?

 Being nice and kind was always much harder, but more satisfying way, I choose, love over hate, and it ain't no April fool joke! Try little tenderness and kindness and love, baby, open your eyes and hearts, and see, what's really nice, cool, fun and entertaining, and what's NOT. Making money on other's pain, never been cool or right, right?

You know all the answers by looking at your heart, seriously yours, fool in love, not in hate.

31.3.2019 Sunday and in Summertime time, clocks turned towards Summer, not a bummer, it's Summertime finally, although the shy poor Spring chicken got troubles to come out and show us herself!! ;)

 

 

<--- met this Marbellian chic already the Summer before (1986) and her name was, Laura.

 

Well, another Saturday spent with grant money applicationialised, and sauna bathed, nightly rain melted more snow, and that's allll-right! ;) Oh weather report man inner me, hah, well maybe 3000 years later humans find only this my blog to measure the warmth and  situatuions in the world, so I must report all..........................

.............................that travels thru this worry head! I must already apoligize 'em for my stories are like they are: civilized, cultivated and politically correct...

not. But after all, it's good to be alive, good to be artist, good to be man, good to be and not asking the question, to be or not to be, as death shall tell you all you need to know about the otherside, and I ain't in no hurry to see or listen the reaper!!

30.3.2019 Saturday afternoon, went bravely to outside farer than mail post box, yesterday and noticed that snow has melted almost all around this town centre. took a little nap after "work" and stayed up til 3, so now tired and fuzzy, but happy...

 

 

<-- Marbella mon amour!! ;)

 

....winning the flu, just last drops of it still complicating life, but after all it makes value health and life, even more. No matter how poor I am, if I got my mental and physical health in order, I'm the richest man in town, with woman I love, and house were to live in safe and garage to make music, loud and beat the hell out of the drums, if I please to do so. Rock'n'roll music got me emotional as I was going thru old masters like Little Richard, Muddy Waters and Chuck Berry cathalog in youtube. Well now they changed the copyright laws in EU, so we shall see how it effects youtube and sharing art in net, if at all?!? Waiting for the sun, like most of Finns as we turn the clocks tomorrow towards Summer, time! ;)

29.3.2019 Friday and officially cured man, going places...

 

 

 

<-- familiar looking window mechandise, hmmm... read Spanish Sauna Trip, and understand all, my life adventures, now!! ;)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

...doing what I gotta do, and get some money to spend on, electicity bills, haha, thank god it's Spring and no more sky high warming bills, thank you. So have yourselves a great weekend!!

28.3.2019 Thursday morning, and finally getting better, well day by day baby steps, feeling almost alright, hah. I haven't taken no flu shots ever, and especially not now that's it's yearly fashion to get 'em in early Springtime to avoid this flu wave, but I feel sceptic and hopeful it'll develope the counter white shells that save from next similar flu, right?

Spend my time on aplication again for pin up book, I've been planning for decades, maybe finally get it done, with grants and extra time in Summer, not the worst way to spend holiday season, especially in this happiest country where rain is the norm weather in Summer, oh well, bit of an old joke,  :))))

 

....but I got plans for another career spanning compilation/collection book too, and audio book for Golden Youth part 2. that I'll record in my studio also in Summer. And I got on process of the next autobio comics book too, or three, or four. Oh I love publishing books with my own name on 'em, with my precious PeneLopez publishing name. So there's lotta to expect and wait for Summertime. And living is.... easy...! ;)

27.3.2019 Wednesday morning, flu blue, truely getting on nerves this halfcast bullshit flu, man flu, damnation, wishing for clear air and breathing on dusty bicycle roads and Spring weather, yes every yaer the same bullshit for asthmatics, allergics and oversensitivies, suffering all the fine pieces of stones, pepples and dust and, and it's bad for your health too...

 

 

 

 

 

<-- a diving duck in Marbella youth hostel, Summer 1987!! ;)

 

 

 

 

 

....oh well, some difficult news for earth hippies: as vegetables might cost more than meat, in procedure and water and all, how about that, so if it ain't even good for you, why should I be clown like that, eat your carrot shorts vegans!! ;) Hahhahhahahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

26.3.2019 Tuesday morning, still an itchy bitchy teenie weenie cough and sneese, but cold and flu please move away, and don't come back....

 

 

 

 

<-- Studying the "nocturnal mating habits" in process, French mafia of two wild and horny ones!! ;)

 

 

 

...this year anymore. Or ever. Who needs these flues, enuff blues wothot' em already, but maybe bacterias got some good stuff to do too?!? Oh well, but happy that day by day we're closer to Summertime!! ;) Although I got NO big if any plans for Summer, I'll wait it with yearning and dreaming of warm evenings and bords singing, ....well maybe birds singing louder, I hope, haha, mistyping like elephant, early as it is 12.38 in the afternoon, my morning and habits par exellence!! ;) ....in their herds, packs and choirs!! ;) Let's make some noise!!! <3

25.3.2019 Monday morning, last shakes of the flu and nose full of snot, yac, but got a order for album, nice I'll be 13.11 euros richer after these distibutor take their commission and expences out of  23 euros, nice and  cute system inbreakable if you want your books to be available...

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        ...........................but luckily I'm an artist who does not care about TOO much for money, until I still got place to live and  food in fridge and table, hah. Oh well, got nothing against getting rich, but it's not my main aim! ;)

So art first, fuck money  and other secondary stuff.

<--- Fuck indeed, the Marbella and my sweet French Connection for sugar sweet...

stuff!! <3

 

 

24.3.2019 Sunday morning, still in flu, so nothing new, there, went ot sauna although, didn't made it worse nor better, I think, and that's a rare thang, see me thinking, as I hate it, like any other captured animal who had too much time...

 

 .......to just sit and think, maybe that's a reason I don't like reading fictive novels without any pictures, just doing nothing but thinking, may bee... may be not, wish life would be so simple and easy as it is in teen dreams...

 

 

 ......maybe I just hate hesitating and unsure, problems and love affairs unsolved, unfinished, yes, that bugs me. Although impossible love affairs I loved always, the excitement of exotic girl in farway town, city blues for city girls little hearts breaking at night, no hope for incurable falling in love! :P Have yourself a great Sunday, girl or boy, or trancendental trans people, wherever you are, give love, take a little, got no time to save it, yes it's only love,

 you need,

 and balls! ;)                                                                                                                                             ...........to do it! <3

23.3.2019 Saturday, just slept 11 and ½ hours, still in flu, and hurt in throat like hell, my suffering I know  and inabilty to join Tampere Kuplii festival, is joy for some little racismterror nazi girls in their little skirts moaning how you can't say black is black, and white is just racist prersumed...

 

 

 

 

<-- Marbella hot night and hot French duo, and..... year 1987, took me to heaven!! ;)

 

 

...don't miss those missums much. And I could use more than one fitting phrase here, from my songs, but I'll leave it to one: "You Don't Have To Old To Be Stupid"! Go figure out, skat or die, use your brain, and think fot yourself, what the bull's eye of racism and racist in Finland. I got zero tolerance for nazis and racists, but freedom of speech and old fashioned talk, you judge too fast, and not knowinf the histrory of Finnish comics at all. Bravo fo Tramo Koivisto and Mämmilä.

Ugh. I Been spoken.

22.3.2019 Friday and I'm in flu.................................................................................

 

 

 <-- Dancing in disco Marbella, 1987, with French kisses and beauties!! ;)

 

 .....changed things and scedule today, taking it E-Z rider, taking it in horizontal with hard ache in throat and bodily ill.  I haven't used a thermometer for 26 years as I hardly ever get risen, although I feel sick, so I just trust me own feelings and estimation what kinda flu is this. Rest is good for us all, and especially those who worked hard, all their lives, everyday heroes of work, heroes at home and garden, making the invisible work load, keeping this ball roling and world turning,

 yes all you good people living in the most happiest land (oh this Fine land!!) on earth!!! :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

21.3.2019 Thursday morning,  work work work, all you need is...

 

 

 

 

<--- back in Malaga and on my way to Marbella, hitchiker baby!! )

 

 

 

....balls and heart, whatever you do! Just got info about art gallery exhibition theme about "Angels" well, I have my angles paintings, and another art competition of Andy Warholian posters, hmm.. I got idea and if I feel I'll perticipate both, so looking forward of bright future, gotta wear shades!! ;)

20.3.2019 Wednesday morning, and another live guitar gig rehearsal done, last night, and finger strengthening practice indeed. I got pretty physical way to play guitar, electric or acoustic, so I need to thicken my skin, (!!) with the maximum guitar playing and of course drop myvocal scale to bluesy gravel and smoky jazz singer, as I know it does when drinking whiskey , enuff, hah!! ;)

 

 

 

 

 

 

<--- Torremolinos black night stuff, ait't too proud, but gotta tell you everything!! :/

 

 

 

 

Of course nowadays that my whiskey drinking ain't worth mentioning, I have to use other methods and screamin' as loud as I can is well proven act, so if you hear me screaming in my studio, don't wonder why...................... it's just blues singer in heat of the practice affair!! ;)

19.3.2019 Tuesday morning, just got a call from advertising company, and might get  ajob for April to illustrate, but better not lick before it drops....

 

 

 

 

<--- business man and ticket to ride, am I revealing too much...?!?

 

 

 

 

 

....hah, Finnish phrases translated directly into English, might let you puzzled, what was the purpose of it, or sanity, hah... oh well, don't ask me, I got no answers where do those phrases actually came from, except old folks repeated 'em like crazy!! ;)

Oh seismic Spring is here soon, just nights are still below zero, but not for long, please, we're all ready already for Summertimes!! :)

18.3.2019 Monday morning, last night I tested CAN I paly and sing simutaneously, hah, and do I remeber enuff songs for 40 minute slot...

 

 

<--- Cafe de Paris, Sevilla, Spain, 1987!

 

....yes, I can, so now I still try to get my bass player to join me in May and the blues gig extravaganza de Forzza city! more info when due and time is right!! ;)

Today I just draw page 88 and hopefully more and I'll be on timetable to 100 pages in 3 months---> 12 months 400 pages---> one album of 200 pages top print, mathematics for losers and winners, story adventurous and wild as it can be, back in ninetten and eightyseven, almost reach the heaven, on earth, reading worth for all the adventurous kids who'd past the moomin age! ;)

17.3.2019 Sunday morning, quite nice Bowie night on TV last night, and sauna bath of course, and Putous comedy, was eer... not too funny, I'd say, but let's give it a second chance, maybe they got something new also...

 

<--- Sevilla's barber, no railroad station blues, back in the day and year of 1987, when most of nowadays temporary comics artist finenesse in Funland was still in their sand box shovelin' dog shit and make sand cakes for their mothers, sitting there to watch over their little babies; in their mouth, hahahaa....! ;) I like this pic with perspective that melts into storytelling: you wouldn't believe how much good critics I've had on my last book(s), while the mainstream newpapers haven't noticed none of 'em, so am I angry, bitter and sad...... well, take a freakin' wild guess motherhubbard!! ;)

I'm planning to make  a questionary form and file for starters, where is things you MUST have done, before you can accuse me, on anything schoolboy, boy scout mind kids... starting with "1. Have you ever been homeless?" Well, not taking this life too seriously, are you?

 

..........like I don't, all I have is my old tricks in the book, hah, old timer's old anthics, love stories for monsters, but I did realize a long long time ago. Love is all that matters, really, all other shit is secondal and trivial, if you don't have love, you're the poorest man in town.

16.3.2019 Saturday morning, ann my world tour is one step nearer and further, aiming on May 25th and concert here in Forzza rown, more info later when it's a deal and sure thang, so now i gotta...

 

 

 

 

<-- "Train train, won't you take me home tonight......" (Peer Günt 1985 )

 

 

 

.....learn those songs I wanna sing for 45 mintues slot, huh, well I'm gonna pesent my best own songs and some blues/rock covers too... but trying hard to keep it secret still, in here, and maybe get the record company men there to spy too!! ;) )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) ! Gotta have that international record deal and tour ASAP! ;)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))!!!

15.3.2019 Friday morning, off to work on...

 

 

 

 

 <--- train accidentals, rage and hate in Spanish.....!! :P

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

......well, you know what, this here program that'll continue til it's done, and looks like it's gonna be...

 2021 future shock rock and Blues De Carcel Española!! ;)

14.3.2019 Thursday morning, seismic Spring waited to be....

 

 

<-- Train affairs of my memoirs!! ;)

 

 

 

 

....well, not a minute too late, if it's true and here, soon, avoiding paying overkilling electric bills, huh! Living is expensive, staying alive too, trying to cope and enjoy this trip of life. Finding new nice thangs for every possible hour and moment, satisfaction is never guaranteed, in this here, life.

13.3.2019 Wednesday morning, made a song number 1111. with my 8-track machine last night, I dig those ones in arow, a magic number, here's the latest ones for you:

1074. Slept Away 28.2.2019
1075. Horny As The Devil 2.3.2019
1076. Baby, I Know You’re A Super... 5.3.2019
1077. Blood And Violence 7.3.2019
1078. Frozen Flowers 8.3.2019
1079. Can’t Catch Love 10.3.2019
1080. Man Who Knows It All 12.3.2019... to be continued...
Down below is the  way I draw comix, and one page/pic, don't really want to blur the lines nor use "helping guide lines for prespective", no just do it, exercise 10 000 hours and you can do it too:

 

...............................and of course I drew  2 more pages for the autobio, now in Sevilla Spain, train station blues, hah, but I try not to give away the plot too early, you gotta read it yourself and laugh at my adventures, as I do!!! :)

 Today's program is page nuber 82, in year '87! O tempora o amores! ;)

12.3.2019 Tuesday morning, listening late great David Bowie's Scary Monsters and Super Creeps album, and I DO remeber when this was published, I was in school, last year or so and borrowed school friend's LP, had this on cassette for years, until got it few yaers ago in CD, maybe the last truely great Bowie album in my opinion...

 

<-- Another new train episode from Madrid to... south!! ;)

 

 ....here I'm excited by the possibility to make my own music career a kickstart again, more info soon, as it comes, meanwhile I go on making new music EVERY week,  2-4 new tunes. And I love it, no fuzz, no added sweat, no practizing like maniac, just letting it all pour out, dunno why I have this music making mood and ability to improvise, maybe it's just that, improvisibility, new versions of old great rock and blues tunes keep me happy too, after all "they couln't keep Jack Happy"!!! ;)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

11.3.2019 Monday morning, album page number 78 on today's program and pencilwork, on table laid for your ultimate pleasure to be! ;)

Days haze while worked on long period book is unavoidable in some measure, goping crazy over details or exact words said 30 years ago, meaningless jerking on something, that doesn't really matter in big picture, nor life, I try to leave for other jerk offs in comics csenery, names witheld, hah, you know your names, well...

 

I hope you know your own, name!! ;)

10.3.2019 Sunday morning, sun shine, nice. Snow made a comeback, not too happy for it, but what can you do, with nature. Not much wether you believe in climate change or not, climate will change, every day and night...

...Sunday best, trying to take it easy as I'm making anew record compilation of my Tom Waits covers for promotional use, later on this year might be the second coming of Jack Noir, oh, yeah!! ;) Hold on to your horses and trousers, I'm coming like a huriicane!! Hah! ;)

9.3.2019 Saturday morning, happy belated "women's day" to all the ladies...

 

 

 

 

 

<-- Story continues in Madrid with lovely French ladies, I pump into street and guided 'em to......**** ****** ....yes let's kept the suspensions on and not telling all, yet, before it's printed and in your sweaty little hands. All I can do is my best, album that's never seen here. Coming from the horse's mouth directly, the adventures of late 80's and legends in make, the Spanish ****** Blues!! :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

..........in Finnish comics scene,

Vesa Kataisto, Pertti Jarla, Petri Hiltunen, Petteri Oja and all the other lame ass scared to shit and pussywhipped "heroines", hahahhaa!! ;) Just kidding, you!!! Muahhahaaa.......................Am I evil, well it depends on where you look at it, do I have right to defense myself? Answers you can find yourself, I'm just a mirror and echo in the forest, that'll answer as YOU shout out on it! ;)

8.3.2019 Friday morning, I'm off to work like state and action...

 

... yesterday was productive and well, except I forgot my phone PIN code as I never use it, damn had to work on that too, but towards better times, in time or not, hah, well I hat to be late ever, so I don't. More coffee, more inspiration and few 330 pages more to do!! ;)

 

<---Train station in Madrid with my French companions, Oui y merci!! ;)

7.3.2019 Thursday morning with new snow so white, days rolling towards election days and daze, high hopes for left is right on the money this time and the justice wins, capitalism suffers loss and poor men got help, what else we need than real justice and opportunities for real wages on poor jobs, solidarity for lesser have ones, should be every governments rule, and laws should be automatic program. Treat your fellow man right and good like want to be treated yourself, that's the answer to all...

 

...while people are stupid enuff to believe weapons of mass destruction is saftest way to protect yourselves, give peace a chance, be lil hippie and love thy neighbour, fellow man, stranger, immigrant, whatever whomever, love is the only real answer, that I've been preaching for, all my adult life. When I was asked to do my first comics book I wanted to make alove story, and tehy laughed at me....

....now I've given all my strength and time for love stories, of my own life, and that's the best feeling ever. Dunno how I could save this planet, dunno if I ever have too much money or time to protest animal rights or march against climate change, but I live as little wasted waste as possible. Do not fly evey year or two, or three, lkast time to Italy and 2015. So I ain't the biggest pollutioner in the world, it might be you!!!

..................hah, so do what you need to do, and shut the fuck up on thangs you don't know.

6.3.2019 Wednesday morning getting up, laying it down and going on with this life...

 

 

...story of mine, oh mine, hah, trying to avoid too much monkey business and self indulging in my own belly flannel, if you know what I mean. Writing down all the meaningful, funny, tragic, especial stuff, that no one else has written or drawn before. Yes being unique, different from others, being individual and myself. I was happily surprised as my kollega gave a review of my comics book and mentioned my "own regocnizable style", and pointing out that it's a lot, well................

....thanks Wallu! ;) Finding my own style is atricky trick question as everyone has his/hers own style, never worry about it, uness you've borrowed your style from Herge, hah! ;)

5.3.2019 Tuesday morning, oh still on mugs of coffee state, wishing the Spring would speed up it's run towards Summer warmth.

In dreams all is possible, after all life is pretty good, could be better, smoother, richer  and lovelier, but I accept this as a period between good luck and fortunes, heh, yeah rich man I wanna be, never need to worry about money anymore....

 

<-- Hondarrabian Summer nights, action packed youth, lived!! ;)

 

...that's all I need and good health and this great town to live on, quiet life ain't too bad, would you want you face in daily loops  at those not so admiring moments of your life? Answer only to yourself, what you do and prefer, it all shows in what you choose, take it or leave it,

 life is short and fast enuff, let's live it to the fullest and best, never hurt no one nice,

instead all you assholes get ready to get my revenge and truth, sorry if it hurts to see,

 truth. If you ain't got it, you ain't got nothing.

4.3.2019 Monday, rituals for awakening, clearing mind and head, working on the halfpage number 68and ½, today I'm back in Madrid before heading to Marbella and Fuge to visit my dear ones from sauna heat, hehe...

 

<--- Hondarribia with my jeans jacket with painted Tom Waits face on it's back!!!

 

...writing autobiographical book is different from fictional storytelling as the stories do not ALWAYS have happy endings, nor justice doesn't happen, equality nor fraternity wasn't even born yet in 80's in my trips to Spain, hahahaa...

 

....oh well but  still got my merry memories and sad, mad adventures, like no one other ever experienced: telling you the truth and nothing butt truth!! ;)

3.3.2019 Sunday morning, afternoon, evening and night like Truman's life, all in everlasting circle and drift, life is pretty good and best alive. They buried the Flying Finn yesterday, motional as he was my age, only 55, that's not the age to die on old age in here best European countries, but heart can stop or braindamage surprise anyone, any age, so I try to be respectful to life and all living things, well not asshole of Finnish comics scene like, hahaha, YOU all know who I hate and despice, haha, keep on truckin' and never mind the bollocks!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

....be original gangster and punk rocker and DIY as long as possible, fuck the system and second hand knowledge, and rumours of thangs YOU don't know.... live a life prospected and love, all you can. Peace on earth, ha that's a joke if you ever look beyond this Fine Land boarders, see with your own eyes and hear with yuor own bat ears, all, believe nothin, take nothing granted, breath and walk on...................................................... ride on, my lil ones.

2.3.2019 Saturday afternoon, slept off lil lack of it, now feeling rested and good, hopefully getting on easy and relaxed all day although our "traditional" vacuumiing and saunaheating-day efforts, Saturdays seem to be actionpacked and not so relaxing after all, hah, well, home chores never feels too easy or wanted, but man's gotta do what man's gotta do...

 

 

...yes, feeling poor, too poor to buy some new music items of my favourite band: weezer coming out with two new record Teal and Blacl albums, daman I need to have 'em, soon as possible, maybe I can tighten the belt, squeeze the candy mountain smaller and have myself a treat of 12 dollars each plus mail, as our Supermarket record collection is shrinking yearly and few new albums are available, but thank god for net, as long as it works, buying from USA and UK Amazon, is still cheaper than buying from Helsinki record stores, for NEW albuma, taht is... a pity. They surely lose customers, keeping prices too high, well that's their loss, not mine, still would love to be able to prowl across used CDees while visiting Helsinki, twice a year!! ;)

So after all, have yourself a great fun weekened, wherever you are!! <3

1.3.2019 It's Spring!! Officially it is, although the temperature and snow situation are way too Winterly...

 

 

 

 

 

 

....okey I'm off to work on my comics album, all day! Have yourself a great weekend!!

 

<-- dancing 3 days and nights, feet hurts a lot and red cross helps!! ;)

28.2.2019 Thursday morning, same old situation, trying to open my eyes properly and move over to my drawing stool, 2 meter away fronm this computer desk, heh, such a long way to...

 

 

...starting work day in gray sky and sneet outside, lucky ones inside but my financial situation is such that I had to cancel my Tampere kuplii hotel reservation, SO if I go there, I'll visit just Saturday in table to sell all my books and records and audiobooks!!!

<-- Hondarribia,Spain, in this borderline town next to France by seaside with the best basc party witnessed by man, myself,

and visited fast to taken fotos from places visited 24 years before, few decades and the trees were grown mammoth size, since then, like the town itself too, were  multipiled and spread toward mountains, so it was impossible me to find the house of my friend, I were going to pay back my loan from days before,

 sad but true, like life wasted.............................. well, how many times must I tell HOW lucky I am in my present psoition as illustrator, free lance, comix artist and musician in my one man band "Jack King Noir", well, here's the latest of my new songs recorded:

1064. Look Before You Leap 14.2.2019
1065. Money And Religion 16.2.2019
1066. Needs 17.2.2019
1067. Machine Gun Mind 19.2.2019
1068. Something That’s Never There 19.2.2019
1069. The Great escape 21.2.2019
1070. Last Will 22.2.2019
1071. Kick The Bucket List 23.2.2019
1072. Racist Presumed 24.2.2019
1073. Slippery When Slope 26.2.2019        To be continued!!! :)

27.2.2019 Wednesday morning, heard another mother's sister's man died just this morning, old age gets us all, RIP Mikko O. Very sad as he was quite a natural born joker and strong character and happy, wild hunter and fisher man and his son was my best cousin friend for years, closest to a brother I ever, never had. I spent most of my childhood Summers and Winter breaks playing cowboys and indians, and million other games and plays with him, and them at my grandparents house in Vesilahti, all good memories coming back. Life is so short, adventures and everydays, blues and celebrations, so fast track of time, decades flow in the wink of an eye.

 Farewell uncle, wherever you go.                                                                                     

26.2.2019 Tuesday morning, warm breath of the southern wind blows and snow melts, such a waited and wanted moment , every year, well when I was a kid I had bad asthma and Summers were suffering multipile different asthmatic diseases, bad gough and continueing sneeze, so I might digged more Winters and ice-hockey, skiing and what kids do in winters, snow ball fight and snow men building. I've never been keen on reading fairy tales neither 'em are for kids or adults, in books with no illustrations, that is and were, I love pictures drawn as well as can be possible. And reading how inspired kids were about drawing those days I value even more the skills of illustrator, who put all in his work in pictures.                                       

   Development and progress I aim always, I despice overintellectualized and difficulted text, for it's arrogant purposes, I never though brains being sexy, heh, although I enjoy clever jokes on time and live, not read from papers like they do in TV-shows with jerk off like Tuomas Kyrö, Miika Nousiainen and Kari Hotakainen...

 

....can't you invent NEW jokes on live show?!? And live in a moment, but I guess TV show prefers beforehand written "funnies", and that's the reason I won't follow 'em. Guess it's just that punk rock ethos, do it yourself, be natural like hippie, have long hair to piss off suits, be free and straight with your ideas, some good some even better, and worse case scenario: be like the rest of the gang of idiots like Kukko Miistonen and Vuha Juorinen, well those can joke live too, but the jokes are kinda old, used and boring, so pretty good reasons not to be fan, be the shit! ;)

25.2.2019 Monday morning, sun shine and meteorlogs prodcast that Winter might be over for Southern Finland, which I welcome dearly, nearly had enuff of  cold and ice, snow was nice for X-mas time, not so much later on as it snowed more than years before...

... onwards with album drawings: I'm fixing holes in a plot, stroy written itself in end of the Summer and Autumn 1987, watching it now, seeing a quite young boy at the age of 23 in adventures, wild and free, crazy and unique, as all our lives are. I don't feel bad for looking back in less nostagic manner than just weeping for lost youth, blaah, never wanted nothing past back, but it won't block my wish to tell the truth and nothing but truth!! Here I go again, might have been the hit single of that Summer too, with Whitesnake, but I was balsting newly found Thin Lizzy in my stereos, and ghettoblaster thru Spain, huh, it's along big and slow traffic in land to travel north and south, but when all you got is too much time, you just go with the flow of a moment, live for a present, time, my only friend in Spain...! Oh well, trying not to sugarcoated too much, nor maximize the suffering, but but but... you'll see it yourself, when it's done and printed with tattooed alphabets and  letters "Blues De Carcel Española" into your brain!! ;) Warnig: do not take it all too seriously WHAT I write here, I'm half sleep when I type these blogs, just brainstorming the flow of conciousness, if you see what I mean!! It's psycedelic spiritual healing trip, without no drugs. Try yourself if you dare, be all you can, man.................. woman and whadevertrans(m)am, you are!! ;)

24.2.2019 Sunday morning, another storm in glass of water in Tampere kuplii poste and alleged "racist caricature" in Mämmilä and Tarmo Koivisto illustration. Lotta bullshit accusations and simplified accusation laws and orders, hah, calling racist me and Tarmo is as true valued as calling Lemmy nazi.

 

 

 

Well, of course you CAN call anyone anything, but that doesn't make us nazis nor racists, I do understand REAL racism and issues, but aping USA and the race problematics here is just plain stupid and false. Call me what you want, I call you ignorant babies and kids without a clue. How could you draw caricature of black African without drawing it look like a caricature of black African?!?

Have a nice day and smoke more what you've been smoking you dopehead of moral minority and afrofinnish people's front!! ;)))))))))))))

Trying to live in peace and harmony, having irony look at  your friends, enemies, neighbours dog and cattle, and especially for yourself too, is the life of an adult and civilized, in my point of few ,err, I mean point of view!! ;) Go ahead and curse and shout in your little purple bubble or racist Finns are...

 even when we're not. Compahensivity and understanding words and their meanings, is hard for these world police minded vegetarian trans gay nonmilitary selfish kids, but hey I let you have your opinions, and do expect same favor in return. Piece and love, hehe...!! ;)

23.2.2019 Saturday morning, it's always a morning somewhere in this planet. always a new day and night as long as the sun keeps on shining, half on the tellus in darkness.  Days they do fly fast, when having fun to do, but go ask in prison, does time fly too fast?

 

 <-- My "wedding singer" days 1987! J.J. Cale's song....!

 

 

 Answers so easy to spread when looking only on your perspective, and disregarding all the rest, life is long and winding road, 55 years is a mighty long time, a lifelong for some, never know when the death comes and tooks you away. Can't live all my days like it's the last one of my life, as I do wanna live few decades still, maybe not so quiet, but quite long still, wanna have perspective, insight, love affairs, experiences, emotion, lessons learnt in the cabaree fo street life and domestic drama witn my queen and wanna write 805 more songs still,

maybe in the still of a night, you can hear wolf howl and me in garage studio making music like you never heard before!!! Live long and prospect, until death do us apart, my darling.

22.2.2019 Friday, and I'm off to draw some lines of my life...

 

...business as usual, wishing you all good people good weekend and bad you'll get what you deserve, does crime pay?!?

 

 

 

<---Walkin' in Madrid August 1987. Yes, I'm still there in looking glass and mirrowed my wild life reflections, just for you, my dear.

21.2.2019 Thursday morning, sunshine and chilling -7 degrees, still in winterland and temperatures to freeze your ass. Me I'm still here working in warm room with big stereos and walls covered with my favourite pics and paintings of naked women. I hate empty white walls, makes me feel like in hospital or office, where I don't want to be or feel like...

... the killer in me managed to calm down, but expections failed hurt still, maybe I should open up "why" I do despice some old geezers of Finnish comics scene like Heikki Jokinen who was one jerk off of choosing the 10 Finlandia candidates....

 

 

...but I've learnt (hah!!) my lessons in this here small fishes pond of comics artist friendshipwrecking systems, so: if you wanna know- come and ask me in private, face to face in Tampere kuplii PeneLopez stand in March 23 and 24th. I'm happy to tell it ALL !!!!!!!!!! ;)))) Holding a grudge may not be the most adult way of deal with people, but until proven wrong I'm right, and you're/them are not, hahahahaa!! ;) Have a "nice" day asssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssshole in your fart worth profession as a laywer, you know whom I'm  talking bout, dontca?!? :D . Anger can be power, and it's fuel for me.... now.

20.1.2019 Wednesday morning, life goes on, until t won't anymore, it'll end like matti Nykänen's jump and absolutism, life after death is something I'd rather not experience, life I love, it's the death I don't want to have anything to do with. After disappointment of yesterday I was ready to like fucking "kill", somebody, but only in my head and anger...

 ....so here's the warning, it's dangerous to piss me off anykinda injustice and cruelty that abuse me, my work, my jokes, ideas etc etc.

...you 'll pay the price with consequenties of YOUR actions, better remember that when you laugh at me in your pitiful bunker or ivory tower of higher education and civilized office building. I'm alive and dangerous (hahhah!!) as Thin Lizzy record is, named framed and blamed, oh yes I am, bad bad boy, hahahhahhaa hahaaa!! :) And just for the legal reasons I must add: I might fool you and lie: Don't believe a word is another my Thin Lizzy favourite song, go check it out, find good music while alive, nobody needs no music after life.... that's a fact. Well, innocent bystanders I've never hurt, and If I tell you the truth I never hit no one, but the first time for everything, wanna try your luck punk?!?

Well, still alive and well........... you really can't tell, when and if you don't know me, that's right, in this world of contradictions: I'm emotional and tender poet, but I'm also evil and hard man; it's all up to you HOW I treat you, and that's right. All my poor life's been a one continous FIGHT, so I won't back down, now or never.

19.2.2019 Tuesday morning, started the week with 3 pages of drawnings, quite satisfied with working progress, process and feelings on it, just needing more money to live alife worth, artists lives are poor in most cases, and I surely had my share of it.

 I'm waiting eagerly about Finlandia prize candidates names, I think it should be my turn to be there, but you never know what does the jury THINK was the best of last year's book(s), so this painful waiting and unconsciousness rattles my nerves.... of steel, haha!! ;) Oh well, if you NEVER expect anything you'lle never be disappointed, BUT I wait and expect great thangs to come and change my world, but if it doesn't happen THIS year, then maybe it's the next one, always the next possibility to face with every year lived...................................! (Few minutes later!) and just TODAY they prononced those 10 candidates, and I'm NOT in there, thanks alot again!!!!!!!! GRRRRR!!!! Even the judge would be my friend's wife hah, so I gotta laugh, not cry, rigfht, but I'm so dis......sappointed now! Fuck....! :///////////// Really spoiled my day, and I'm just in state of mourning coffee, damn!!! Do not expect NO MERCY from me, you four horseassmen in jury, I know who you are, so I'll ridicule you every which way I please, fair, damn right it is.......... cause I used to be a bad bad boy, a criminal if you please, yes that's what it's all about the harsh, cruel and revealing truth, justice and fairness, of a man, woman and whatever you are............. straight from my heart, now I hate you...r decicion to promote those lame ass books on Finlandia prize, and not my brave new opening of tuff going in autobio of the year 1986, The Spanish Saunba Trip, of course it's harder than rock and coler than body on ice, so all you babies and equalminded can't see, reality............................... fuck that shit. I'm too angry to hold it down, but hey that's no surprise to anyone, hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

 Someday somewhere there's a place and prize for us hard working men, and women, justice must be blind!?! :P

18.2.2019 Monday and getting my eyes open, still atmy morning coffee cup state, but soon shall draw page number 52 of Blues De Carcel Española album, that's gonna be the hardest bad luck story of the year, and decade of 1980's heh, oh well, if you don't believe me, see it for yourself and find out what it really means, the title of of titans, losers and winners all in same story and box. Just 32 years ago, hey hipster when did ya were born,

 yesterday?!? ;)

Alright, been busy and creative with my music creating and recording, dunno why, but I do make new music all the time: usually I go my lil studio (hah! As it known former garage!!) and mix the song I've done the day/night before and got enuff good mixes, then I just put microphones to drums and bang 'em in on the two first tracks of 8, and then compose the guitar part(s) or riffs, and bass lines soon as possible after guitar, cause I usually improvise while recording guitar(s). Then I bounce those 6 tracks to 'em 2 editing tracks. Then I take my lyrics pad, and find suitable text, open the mike and decide which kinda echo or none I think suits for the track, and then just put the backtracks on my headphones and SING out of the blue, no rehersals or nothing, just singing as effective and true I can, caressing teh "first take" magic, depending on the song's feeling. I have record lotsa acoustic bluesy tunes, last year after I purchesed my acoustic guitar. Experience taught me to record and mix while playing, so I won't do ANY mastering on these songs, as them are demos, not finalized studio versions...

 ........of course I try to record 'em as fine as I can, and to listenable in any home stereos with pleasure!! :) Usually one song is done within 1½ hours, that's why I've done 803 songs in just less than 9 years!! <3

17.2.2019 Sunday and sun is shining, great from my feet to Great Van Fleet, which is the newest "hipster" new band of Led Zeppelian rock, pretty good for young(ish) kids, recommended to you, who love good rock music, and doesn't care too much of hip hop, rap, techno, country and western nor other bullshit fashion dancable jumps jumps jumputy junputy junkmusic, oh how old I feel watching Grammies, MTV awards, or those Finnish substitute versions of e'm. Hurts to see which kinda simple shit goes down with youth and idiots elderly trying to hold on their youthfulness as dressing up the latest youth cult, oh hipsters long bearded balms short and the  stand up hairdoes, ARE possible the stupidiest and ridiculousnessed chapter in adults lives,

when you look back on it...

 20 years from present time. Yeah, let's see in year 2039 what do you think of fashion on this year, 2019! I'm a strong believer of history repeating it-self, and as people now have nostalgy for 90's and their youth on it's fashion and bands that were the coolest, then, and how funny the clothes look NOW after some 20 yerars, behind.... oh I've seen this in 1970's when idiots fashioned with 50's style of American soda pop dream off of Happy days TV-show replica of not reality BUT dream and 80's was a fashion short time ago, and now the 90's was hot for a nano second or two. You don't have to fakir to know soon it's the next nostaly trip time for 2000's first fashions, and the ball rolls on and on and on and on....!!!!!! :)

16.2.2019 Saturday morning, oh yes I'm waking up earlier as I want to hold on more daylight as it lenghtens day by day, and today we have great sunshine too, my lack of vitamin D screams for more to get thru this darkness in the edge of the town... listening Bruce Springsteen and Born in USA CD, oh I do remember these songs played million times in jukebox in Kukko Tapiola 13the floor bar, when these were new back in 1984 and 5, got some great tunes here like Dancin in the dark and damn, all, hahahah!! ;)

35 years ago life and world was so different, heh, me the great historian startled and reporting the mysteries of past,

 time, 

the enemy and friend sooths, smooths and helps to forget and handle all those bad bad bad years, wishing I'd change 'em in a minute or two: who needs pain, suffering and cruelty?

 Does shit look, taste or/and smell better far away? Forgiveness is a skill I haven't got, for myself,

others I've forgiven million times, except the ones that do hurt me still, I ain't no angel, and devil ain't got a hold of me either, guess I'm just a man, no wings no motors, no luck, except bad, yes that's the blues man' share and place, state of being, outta luck, all my life..................................... I've won juts once back in 2011. And luckily that can't no one take from me. So have yorselves a pretty fun Saturday, as we do, going to sauna and geting clean start for tomorrow.

15.2.2019 Friday morning, soon off to work on...

 

 

 

....this here Spanish trip part two, well I 'm gonna repeat that sentence for next two years hah, so better get used to it!! ;)

Towards weekend and rest, in my case lotsa cleaning and hoovering plus sauna, that'll make all worth while, alright....!

 

 

Strange kinda weather arrived to Finlandia, warm wave of föhn wind, shall we have a new record of high temperature times, watch your thermometers like hawk, all day and night!  o (

14.2.2019 Happy Valentine's Day to all my loved ones...

 

 

 

 

 

<--- I'm here still trying to get my mojo working and book jiving, finally happenings in Spain, it's imspiring to myself to draw all those crazy days and nights.Plane landing and me making new friends on airport custom's line... read all about it... soon, eh, well soon as it's printed, hehe....! ;)))

 

 

 

Have yourselves a chunk of chocolate jesus or purple hearts for all your dearest nearest sweethearts!! ;)

13.2.2019 Wednesday, more morbid news in Finnish rock scene, yesterday news: RIP Olli Lindholm...

...althought his music wasn't my cup of tea, I do respect hard working man in every scene. Got me emotional like Marri Nykänen death too, Olli was year younger than me and Matti same year book buddy, 1963. Hard to see people die, but maybe tells about me alot, that I didn't cry for my father's death a drop, but these heroes  made me weep silently........ so am I emotionless monster or was my father(?).

 I know answers to some things, and baby I guess the rest!! ;))))))))))))))))))))

 

<---- ....on a plane to Madrid, here I go again.....! ;)

 

 

New songs recorded again:

1058. Sorry, I Was Wrong 3.2.2019
1059. She Did It Alright 5.2.2019
1060. Present Of Time 7.2.2019
1061. With Friends Like You 8.2.2019
1062. Let Yourself Go 10.2.2019
1063. Walkin’ With The Dead 12.2.2019 .................................. to be continued!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

12.2.2019 Tuesday morning, sun shines, rain stopped, the melting ended for awhile, towards Spring walking every day, oh well another purrfect day for all pussycats, no pussies nor sissies, in this here hard land, hard life, hardly working, working hard to avhieve he goal and happy ending, of the story untold, oh well, the average guy problems with average girls...

 

 

 

<-- Midsummer fest back in 1987, somewhere in Finnish forests, read all about it, just in year 2021!! ;))))))

 

 

 

.............is not my business of story line, haha. Extraordinary overwhelming hyptonized awesome handsome fantastic great plot and truth, all you need is,

balls as I sang in my tune 2013 sent to Universal records as a demo collection, and which was stolen from Reckless Love year later on their first album, well Pelle Hermanni, all YOU need is Big balls,

..................cause you ain't got none, hah, and can you take the blame? Or joke? Or be man enuff to testifyi you DID stole it, well Im waiting inpatiently!! ;) See you in court? Hah, oh so many options in one's life, but the first rule how to behave like a MAN is: DO NOT stole. Everybody loans and borrows in world of music, but stealth is crime. Even Led Zeppelin had to pay the blueses they stole from black men.... see there might be a lil piece of justice in this crazy world after all.....?

11.2.2019 Monday towards Spain adventures in my autobio again, the plot thickens like eerr, you know, all balls and no walls, hehe...

well it's start of this working week, trying to develope PeneLopez and all skills netter than before, evolution into storytelling, but I love lotsa pics with lotsa happenings in 'em, and never can go wrong with pretty girls and love making, love taking all of me, that's the real story of my life: looking for love, in strangest places; found some lose some, got experienced most ways man known and women too!! ;)  Have yourself whatever kinda week, you want, just don't hurt anyone else, and take care of your dearest nearest and yourself. It's time for you to make a stand and shout, what you really want, cause time won't wait for no one.....................................okey, that was the great philosophy's advice for this holy Monday!! ;)

10.2.2019 Sunday, snow fallen fron the roof with heavy and wet particals, still, and the weateher is really heavy for us bicyclers as ice is smudged blur and water melting more snow, huh, had me the most heavy experience on bicycle this winterlong to post office and back. Luckily I take it as excercise to my fitness, hah. Modern man gym is the house works and bicycle trips to croceries and library and such. You can't get me lifting weights in any sweat and fart smelling gymnasium, if I can avoid it, I shall live a happy life and long without any wasted time on jerks of gym!! Of course there is no real proof that bodybuilding guarantees you any longer or better life, by any means, I still have this headpiece and humour of 70's and 80's laughíng at idiots working out in gymnasiums to show off their muscles to girls, and then thanks to Rambo and Rocky and Arnold's muscles masses went there too, and lo and behold NOW it's general and fashion to go to gym, nobody questionise it,

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

...but me I'm the stubborn lone wolf kinda man, no need  for big byceps for beach and summertime to make anyone envy bout my appearence, and just for flesh, can't do that: if I'd want to be REAL strong I'd work on work where aquaires  heavy lifting and need those muscles to work on, but just for fitness and mirror to look at, count me out. I'm rather fat, than fit and idiot in the army of fashionfreaks show.

9.2.2019 Saturday morning, ust before noon, I give you this world wide information package, oh yes every morning alive and risen is good. 

 

 

 

 

 

<-- my life story page number 42 drawn, yesterday, all my trouble seem so far away.... well NOT all, but some, thank god!! :)

 

 

 

Saw very weird dream last night but what was th most weird stuff was the noise made from the roof material while the heavy loads of snow fell down, it was more like BANG than just whoom sound of sliding snow, almost scary but seems like the tin roof material did hold it in tack, well frontside must be checked today cause there might be too much wet snow, it can hold... oh these joys of winter, hahahaa...!

Well it's Saturday for sauna eve, have yourselves good time whatever and wherever you are and do! ;) And love thy neighbours cattle, wife and dogs! ;)

8.2.2019  Friday, and I'm on my way to draw some new pages...

 

 

...see you later!! ;)

 

<---Plot thickens and some new Tom waits album released and listening at Backstage club in Helsinki, 1987...

...great memories and lousy love affairs, hah...! ;) And most of all huge amount of hilarious text and ideas of the 23 old me!! ;)

7.2.2019 Thursday waking up late, again, hah, my life's story, waking up late,getting my mojo working but it just don't work on you...

 ......well, another perfect day, with another perfect weather for eskimos, ehe, really longing for Springtime and warmth and NOT paying these humongous electric bills, damn

governmental cases given all up to business companies to cash in us poor people's needs, like food and housing, gotta live somewhere in da house, with these temperatures below zero. Happy and lucky to be born here, ain't what it feels like everyday life, for real.

 

<--- making music with friend back in 1987, sumertime, aaaaaaaah! ;)

6.2.2019 Wednesday  afternoon man waking up, did start my working week yesterday, but still havin minor troubles with starting thereal engine and work rhythm, but one of these days I shall amke it, so before that just draggin on til sunny days in Spain back in 1987, iy was strange kinda year and adventures were wild and juvenile, crazy enuff to make an album you never seen, read it all about it..

 

 

 

....in 2021 September 3rd!! ;) In Helsinki comics festival, it's gonna be hardest comic book autbio ever, and that's promise I can keep. Trust me, I know what I did, do and gonna draw, just for your pleasure!! ;)

5.2.2019 Tuesday afternoon, snow falling down horizontal mental sight for this season, well we had already enuff snow if asked anyone who must do some snow business, removing it fron cars, plowing it from path to walk and drive, huh. I just drive my bicycle all year and luckily they do plow it with city employers, well, they got handful to keep up with all snow mountains in parking lots of supermarkets too, oh well, Winter "sports" of kind...

 

 

<--- yesterday's sketching love making, on the floor, when had no place to go, just funny when looking back, but then it was a necessity, to have any had to be inventional and modest, and fast, haha!! ;)

 

 

 

...got me emotional how much Finnish people cared about passing of Matti Nykänen, and how much TV-time he still had, last night.... couldn't help but sheding a tear too, national hero, not very rational but one of a kind, and great sportsman of his time. RIP.

4.2.2019 Monday, after. yes you guessed it noon, does it really matter what time I do get up, to this world?

(<----Now in this spot my today's work: comic book page, dear reader!! ;) )

 

 

 

 

 

 

As long as I do, it's enuff, death can wait, not like it does and did  to Matti Nykänen, RIP.

Well, I always taught he missed good advisor all his life, being tender, sweet and shy boy................. like myself too, I do understand his troubled mind, with too much success and the abusive sharks that came and followed, sad sad story. Although he wasn't my hero but he was same age as I am, so  it touches me too. Take care of yourselves, all us 55 year old geezers with bad health, dunno what finally did kill him, but wild guess of alcohol ain't far from truth, oh well,  a tear or two for Matti.

 

I continue my own fight against cruelty, nasty assholes, evil bosses, false news and facts with my historical autobio book Blues De Carcel Espanola, now it feels morte importanat than ever to get it done, ready and finished, before death takes all. What shall I do?

 Ride on, like a cowboy til next sun set.

3.2.2019 Sunday, it's my day off..... to make some new music, here's lates/newest songs list:

1052. Steamy Windows 25.1.2019
1053. Steamy Windows (Acoustic Version) 27.1.2019
1054. Never Been Wrong 29.1.2019
1055. Selling As Any Andy McCoy In Amsterdam 31.1.2019
1056. Jazz Kicks 1.2.2019
1057. Makin’ Love To Music 2.2.2019

Just wondering if that Andy McCoy song shall catch a fire, and as twisted as is Andy's taste of humour is this MY song's lyrics too, nothing what it seems to be, that much I can tell, before Tampere kuplii festival where I sell it as first best songs of this year album of Jack King Noir, so get your fat wallets ready in your bottomless pockets and come to Tampere 23rd and 24th of March this year!!!

 

 Now I'm just taking it easy, trying to rest and charge fuck it I ain't machine, ain' charging no batteries, JUST taking my time and havin easy going reggae skanking time time!! ;)

 

Tomorrow continueing my "bedtime stories of reality, the blues singer starting line :"When I was a young boy at the age of...".......well, twenty three, do YOU remember what you did, when you were 23?!? Cause I dooooo!!! ;)

2.2.2019 Saturday afternoon, I'm waking up soon...

...reading too interesting book just before goig to sleep might cause you insomnia, or delays of hours to fall in sleep. Sleep the most important thing for a human health care, daily or nightly dosed, my life's biggest mystery and misery, lack of sleep.

<--- first 15 pages or so, done this year!!

 And you can read all about it in all my autobios, hah, among all most interesting sh*t that happened in Finnish comics scene, these years and days of artistic flannel and clouds of imagenery troubles of fictionary characters. Do you cry for a made up baby in trouble, do you weep for lost time, honey, money, years, changes, triumphs, success, lottery win, bigger tits or penises, peace of mind, piece of ass, handful of gold jewelry, fame and fortune, do you?!?

Well, nobody's perfect................................................................................................................................. but me, muahhahahaaa!! Perfect asshole!!!!

1.2.2019 Friday evening falling, and had some computing problems, why only now over here commenting this world situation most important on one's life, hahaa...

well, did drew some page again, and album full of unseen scenes in Funlandia comics society's finest, hehe, nor no one except the dream police taht can see inside my brain and night visions........ but he won't tell you, except what you do see yourself! ;) Wishing you fien weekend and happy times. Life is here and now, and zen... buddhist kissed! ;)

31.1.12019

Thursday morning, same ol' winter scene, and half a meter snow, makes me dream about summertime, it's these days that the snow's excitement has been worn out, and bored of all this snow business, rather be in show business and living in Spain, in sunshine all year round, the pensioner's plan for winters, may...... be, maybe not.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

<-- last new page flipped horizontal to protect the plot, from premature exploitation! ;)

Future is uncertain, like my dreams are too, my very jazzy and moving, changing feelings towards old age, and how to spend my time, best and most enjoyable, rich life without truckloads of money, yes, that I can reach too.  Dreamer's short sighted visions, maybe I'd just be lucky to healthy as I am, now............................................?

30.1.2019 Wednesday woking ups, coffee freshen up some muesli for breakfast getting it down and moving towards the drawing table, all these two meters distance, all my daily excercise is mostly made from walking upstairs to downstairs and back, to fridgerator and coffee machine's existential place placed there in kitchen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Oh, I just saw Marshall amplifier-styled fridge for sale and really want that here in my work room, so I'd have cold drinks and maybe some snacks on it while working hard and long, oh well, luxury items that I can't afford, now, part 132267690.

 Oh well I'll fetch another cup of java and start the working with Winter of '86 and '87... soon it's Springtime then and now!!! ;)

29.1.2019

 

<---Todays first page (or half, anywhich way you wanna see...it!! :) )

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Tuesday afternoon, well had to write another letter for granted monetary for comics artist foudation, just hoping to get some, to make this survival game little easier for Springtime, and Summertime, oh that seems to be so far away from this state of snowy ground, but guess it shall come there like every year...

 Circle of this blue planet, let there be some improvment with climate change, rearrange the world, and as I mght said it before, the only salvation is: less kidsless adult, less work, less pollution, less cars, less business and busy bees, more easygoing artists, hippies and living with nature nor exploding and exploiting it til death. Life could be very simple and nice, but rich men wants more tahn tehy can ever spent, the void between classes is only getting deeper and nations going nuts... the only good news came from China were there was 2 million less babies born last yaer, yeah, that's good start and direction. Less babies more affection and health care, schooling and better equality(heh) for girls, around the world.......... and less impotance to religions and other supestition and mambo jambo! And MAYBE this world shall be saved!

<-- my next CD cover art, dedicated to all those pin up girls who gave up their cloths and...............................................................

all FOR you!!!  <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3!!!

28.1.2019 Monday morning, and I'm before 10, yiihaa, here comes the Summer, ehe, well, on my thermometer at second floor window is -17, and not even your average Finnish Summer temperature, haha...

 

...oh well, it's cold as Russians hell, haha, and that's very cold, wonder if Russian got Finnish jokes too like we do of 'em!?! Propably yes they do, neighbours your favourite joke storage and bottomless well.

 

<-- read this book, quite interesting and straight, warts and all kinda story of one of the most dangerous and craziest band of 80's, who suddenly improved their game and get together in almost classic  form... just wonder why writer put Axl rose so much down, until the last page were he praised him to greatest star of the kingdom come!!!

 ...maybe senor Wall wants to write another Guns 'n' Roses book later on, after next 30 years or so, with actual interviews on Axl, too included............................?!? ;) I can relate easily to Axl as his father kicked him out for having long hair, just like my father did to me, too. Oh we're the bad bad bad boys of rock heavy and hard life!!! ;))))))))))))))

 

Oh well, I continue my story, hoping to get it done in just 30 quick months from today, so start counting your days, weeks and months now baby, cause it's time for classic comics actionpacked autobiogaphical novel, like never seen before,!! ;)

 

 Later on today's pencilworks over here---> ***

 ***= picture of lewd and cruel reality of mine back in 1986 :)

27.1.2019 Sunday afternoon, gonna wake up soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon!!!! ;))))))))

Got me the second wakening after I did woke up at 8 in the morning, so I did read Guns and Roses book til the end and slept some 4 hours more!! ;)

 

 

 

 

<-- story of my life, it didnät end at 27, 37 nor 47 and hopefully not 57, although I might be 57 when my next part of life in comics is printed at Autumn 2021, hopefylly this planet still is and whirls around. 

 

Spinning like we do in space, I don't see it, understand too much, if any, hah, planets and universums, black holes and time wrap, to me it's all science and  fiction, fairy tales for kids and adults with kids state of mind. I can't see that either, can't be 11 year old, no matter how you try. Outside it's the coldest day of this winter, sun shines but doesn't warm up eniff to melt the ice yet.

 

Seasons of cold and ice age, we still manage to getalong, in this here world, ball of confusion!

This year's songs I.ve written, played and recorded, includes 2 covers from Muddy Waters and Tony Joe White, rest is all mine:

2019 List of Jack King Noir's repertoire and compsitions in blues, jazz and rock heavy duty:
1041. Can’t Spend What You Ain’t Got 6.1.2019
1042. Nineteen 8.1.2019
1043. Reality By Junkie’s Eyes 8.1.2019
1044. Born Without 10.1.2019
1045. Eleven Months 13.1.2019
1046. All These Winters (And Muddy Waters) 15.1.2019
1047. Some Losers Never Lose 17.1.2019
1048. Human Trash 19.1.2019
1049. Sick Nation 20.1.2019
1050. Cryin’ Wolf 22.1.2019
1051. Serving Time 24.1.2019
1052. Steamy Windows 25.1.2019

.....................................................................................not too bad for first 3 weeks or so!! ;)

26.1.2019 Saturday morning, just before noon I'm on my first cup of coffee, and getting up, going dowen to studio to record the backing vocals to one of my favourite Tina Turnerized Tony Joe White tune: Steamy Windows, I did last night, with my own heavy blues style, including screaming vocals and howling guitar solos all thru the tune!! And now I wanna make on acostic version too today, so that and sauna is in the "program" for this holy day, of Saturn! ;)

 

 

 

 

<---Comics business I rest my case for weekend as all you devoted readerd do know already, so I'll post just this night before yesterday's result, in one piece....!

Have yourselves a great weekend, fin de semana ja viikonloppu!! :)

25.1.2019 Friday and I'm off to work in secret location and fulfilling my stake for this governMENTAL tasks... by drawing this book of mine, to come. Sometimes lord works in mysterious ways...

 

 

and I fall like uncle outta sleigh, damn, oh well. still alive and well, well, well, life full of surprises, but cold snowy winter ainät one of 'em!! ;)

Have yourselves a fun weekend and party like animal!! ;)

 

 

 

<--surviving court and judge, once I was lucky in my life, and it's a looooooooong story,

 but it'll be alright and explained the right way and clearing all air of smog and fog and dust,

"...one of these days I'll change my evil ways, yes one of these days"!!! (Bon Scott) ;)

24.1.2019 Thursday, Thor's day, all these English weekday names are taken from DC and Marvel comics ehe, or are them stolen from Greek mytholgy, well almost as interesting them are, I mean the american bulk hulk comical masters of universum comics heroes, in spandex and helmets. I'm laughing as I grew up with European best of comics: Asterix, Lucky Luke, Tintin, and so many more that was published in 70's magazines like Ruutu, Zoom and then Non Stop...

 

 

 

 

.......dunno why I never get into novels, except then lack pictures and illustrations I carve and love, and has been drawn since 1973, so I've been illustrating artist for some 46 years, comics since 1982 published ready and done, these here 37 years. I'm elderly statesman  measured in years, had my ups and downs, more than you know, but life gave me more stories to tell than most grasshoppers and barefooting babies, ever. Proud and loud, humble only to do better and develope. Never gonna be too good, even maintain in high standards takes a lot, and all I want to give is...

all! <3  And die known I did my best, loved my work, worked what I loved, and taht's enuff.

 

 

<-- newest two pages put together as one! Winter of 1986, coming soon,

angels and devils, as usual, fighting for my attencion...! ;)

23.1.2019 Wednesday morning, just before noon, I'm up and going, hopefully find really fine inspiration and perseverance to draw more than 1  page aday, but if I don't it's alright with me, too...

...just trying to find the good spirits and joy for work, as I did draw fast sketches for all these first 100 pages, huh, and now I xcan see it was kinda stupid as I lost the first expression's excitement, and have to fight to make it like professional...............! :)

......Whatever that means in the little pond of Finnish comics scene, haha, well I just want to live and love thee life I live, like good ol' blues man Muddy Waters sang. Soon I am ol' blues man myself, too...    too old to be new young talent and boy about and in town of Forzza, my home, delta across cities like Helsinki, Tampere and Turku!! ;)))))

22.1.2019 Tuesday after-noon, as usual I keep on hybernating these long cold nights of north. It's just below -20 celsius degrees and first really pretty ice flowers developed on my studio window. Those always come in same part of window, guess it's leaking warmth and some liquid also, that makes those flowers of ice. thwey say every snow flake is unique, BUT what if them ain't, and some people's have same fingerprints too?!? My little criminal novel theory and idea for detective story I could...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

...but never would do, unless someone promise and pays me a good fat million or so for it!! ;)

Violence ain't my buddy, nor my dream, ideal plot for any book. Pity the fools that yearn for blood and violence, they do not know what they miss............

                                                                                  ........love, sex and understanding, for starters!!!! :)

21.1.2019 Monday afternoon, this here my common timetable to wake up about noon, and it works alright as we're still in winterly lightness of 6 hours or so daylight. Oh yes somewhere the summertime is lurking already, hehe...

 

 

 

 

 

 

<--- that's how we wash cars here in Forzza Funlandia, on daily basics!! ;) Shampooed and cleaned to the bone, ladies choice!! ;) Oh well, womanizers united, hehehehee...! ;)

 

 

 

And here we go again, todays scribbles, strating is always/usually hard, but in the end meets....

 

 

 

 

 

<---- Police station tactics, stuff again, and not for last time either, hahahahahaaa!! ;)

20.1.2019 Sunday afternoon, sun shines, snow glimmers, dogs bark and I build and paint new part for the book shelf, mopre room for autobiographics and music literature. AdI don't collect any novels, as I find 'em boring or invalid for keeping and especially buying, hah....

 ....today having break for comics drawing, so tomorrow continues my life story, loving the impossible affairs foreign, but that's the truth and my only truth. Have yourself a life you want, need and will have. It ain't too easy to be what you are, if born in wrong gender like our house guest today, strenth and corage to all, who struggling with identity and self knowledge and life, in general. Be what you wanna be. It ain't none of anyone elses business, that's right.

 

<-- tryin g to hide the real plot from you, too eager readers of my next steps in life, back in 1986 Autumn and Winter.....

 

.............................................................................long time ago!!

19.1.2019 Saturday afternoon, hybernating like a bear, heh, sleeping good and long as bears do all winter. It's our tenth year in Forssa city citizen, in next June. Lotsa things happened while we've been here, and been productive with illustrations too. Working hard to hardly working, and all stations between. Artist life turn out to be reality with poor man's dreams, got what I want, do what I please, sleep when tired, going places and meeting when possible and within reach.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

<-- newest of the new album pencilworks, productive all weekdays and reasting my cases on weekend like respectful folk do, haha!! ;)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Okey, I'm still fuzzy bear from sleep, drinking my "morning coffee", as soon as I wake up. Getting older got my routines deeper and harder to quit......................! Trying to live in peace and with one I love, ain't too easy all the time, hah, she a handful of whole lotta love and troubles too!! ;)

But I love her.

18.1.2019 Friday morning, off to work like a dog, slept like  a log, not so long but enuff...

 

 

 

...looks like a cold cold winterly day, but maybe sunshine gimme vitamin Dee, and smile on your face. ave yourself a great weekend!!

 

 

 

 

<--- plot thickens, whose behind the door and why??? Mystery stories of the real life, yeah why would I lie?

... when I can tell the truth...! Ain't no prophet, ain't no teacher, just  man wuth the story to tell, that's all,

and ability to draw it like nobody,

 else,

 my not his story, just my history!! ;) Word play, play worth to live for.

17.1.2019 Thursday morn... afternoon, I'm turning versus vampire as I'm wake all night, sleep all day like good old Hanoi Rocks did in their prime....

 ...some sweet 30 years ago, hah. Well, the snow storm of the century was like 10 cm huge pile of new snow, hopefully no one drown on snowfall, nor avalanched death  today.  Drivers with too tight schedules in their cars be careful, as usual it's slippery when...

snowed.

 

 

 

 

 

<---I keep on living my life and Autumn 33 years ago! Oh mty comics life, Golden Youth part 4. Reality's angry bites and lovely ladies love.......... so sacred, my heart still beats for the love, life and love life!! ;)

 

I'm in the mood for drawing all the not so inspiring happenings and months BEFORE I'll get back in....

 

 

 ..........Spain and adventures continue crazy and wild, juts you wait!!!!!! :) It's gonna be hard times and high voltage dangerous curves and evil nighthoods, in small town maniacs, in the eas coast of Spain, like you never heard before, and that' a promise!

 

 Vamos a la España 1986 y 1987 tambien, tiempos locos y salvages!! ;)

16.1.2019 Wednesday and getting up, late but as I've told you before, this here artist boy, does whatever he pleases, whenever and with whomever, hah, all this artistic freedom and timetable flexibility, year here or two there, book, it's finished when it's all done and ready for...

 

 

 

...public eye, and publishing prints. A book takes to bare few years with my style of first drawing pencils ALL the pages, then ink 'em, and watching if there's a need for extra pages, and only then texting and finalizing comes in hand, and it has worked for 20 soem odd years, so why change it while it's working out, fine?!?

 

<--- realtionshipping and love stories, as usual, hah, all I care s love and affection, all I had was love.

Poor man is the one without any...

 

 

 

... one to love. So that'll make me rich, bitch, hah, rich man!!! ;)

15.1.2019 Tuesday watched (again) Godfather II til early hours, as Santa brought all those 3 Godfather-movies, and them are great, although almost remembering ALL the lines, jokes and phrases and even scenes, but it's pure geniousity from Coppola, one of those old time classic directors in his prime. Very inspirational to make my own album, although I am very bad for stealing scenes or methods from other movies, making my own scenes as comics ain't exccatly same as cinemaphotography: no moving parts in comic book, except pages but the action is imaginatinery, the drawing that appears to catch the moving parts and pace in language, oh we all know this, don't we?

 

 

So I continued my album yesterday with two archs of horizontal page ½'s, that'll leave me doing 400 pages to get 200 for print, and finished book. It's a heavy load and huge pile of sh.........ots in the dark, hoping it'll be a complete story and adventure, like you never seen, nor me, in comics book culture, making new stuff, surprising the mass and thrill all readers with reality that bites........................................ you in the ass.

 

What's important in comics drawing to me? Answering my own questions like fool: emotions, face expressions, hands underlining the effect, body statures telling more than words,

 words are cheap and only silver,

 seriously right image and the ability to show it all, is gold, style and methods are natural born, I got NO reason to imitate any drawer at this point of my life and career, heh.... Uderzo, Hal Foster, R. Crumb and Manara are all great idols of my youth, but if taht all you see in my drawing, I'm sorry for you....

 

...r one wooden eye dimension. :D Let's involve to evolution of comics and times; trying to love every day and everyday routines, like drawing comics!! ;)

14.1.2019 Monday and soon gotta sign in to Tampere Kuplii comics festival, for March 23rd and 24th, it's my 7th time in a row there, I like the feeling and the comics people there. Still on my morning coffee cup, I can win every time, if you catch my drift, get the message not too well hidden, hah. Happy to be starting the weekly project to draw the Spanish ****** Blues album, I ve been dreaming to do, like last 26 years, so finally I'll do the ALBUM, I've always wanted to do, and giving it all the time it needs, so it a relief factor to lose invalid stress for the publising date, hehe, I am talking to myself as well as you my dear readers in millions of well citizens of hundreds of countries round the globe, this here world wide web, is kinda cool thang!! ;)

 

<-- second paper of new adventures of Spanish Tripping part 2.!

 

Been thinking too much about death and losing and giving up, vanishing the planet and life on it, past and future, and that ever escaping moment of present time. Can't catch it, no matter how I try. It makes me wonder WHY: I do draw so much, so fast, so instinctinly, so deep cuts, as I can ? Answers, might lay in truth that wasted days of adult man working in dull unmeaningful jobs for all those yaers 1982-1993. Yes I lost 10 years of the best days of my life, fuck if can't use it somehow on comics books, I'll be damned if I ever let go, stop, take a holiday or pause of drawing..................................................................................................................................................... so what am I gonna do?

 Live the life I love and draw like maniac!! ;)

13.1.2019 Sunday afternoon, slept again long and tall, dreams insane, but me feeling quite relaxed. Watched Bowie document Last Five Years last night, and listening now Bowie's Pin Ups CD, this cover album I've liked since I bought it 1982 or so, even dyed my hair in orange just because digging Bowie so much the same year just before graduation day, and refused to cut my hair short- made my mother cry for diappointment: couldn't be the nice little gray houseclean mouse, like all the other members in our band...

Oh I did felt superior even then, I was the man, they were boys, I think. Stubborn as hell, horny like the devil, in need of better affairs and wish to go foreign stands too, much have water run under the bridge, many moon turn, soon I'll be all grown up, but my mind want to be the age that it wants, too. Dunno excatly what am I writing anymore, is this the automatic instintc writing, am I shaman or just nuts. I'd bet on nuttery, hahahahaa!!!!!! ;)

 

<-- here's the first session of this new year drawings (date:4.1.'19) for printable state and form: 2 A3-size aquarelle papers for one A4 size print, as this is my nowadays normal method, to have lotsa stuff happening in one page, give the readers as much as possible, and more...

 

 

    ....to think and see. Comics are visible art, mostly, and especailly in my case teh text is there just to underline and clear my thoughts and the timing the age and decade, and sometimes just to mix and fuzz your head, haha!! ;)

12.1.2019 Saturday morning, waking up into clear frozen air of this countryside town. Dogs barking innocent bybicyclers, fresh air stands still, and sky is blue again after so mant cloudy smoggy days. I've been recovering the funeral blues, gotta admit it hit me although no tears were involved, yet. Life must go on, I must enjoy the life, I must find new inspiration and succesful bisiness plan, hehe, oh, yes, the business amn in me is very quiet and shy kind, although I KNOW my value and skills. Must believe that someday I get what I deserve, and plenty of it, haha... gimme all your money honey!!! :D

 

 

 

 

<<- newest pencilworks from yesterday, as I said I was slaving for this new stuff, that'll eventually blow your mind, nickers and head to billion star spangled dollar bills, baby!! ;)))))

...on next Spanish ****** Blues -album, for your eyes only!! ;)

 Guess I have reached the point of were I'm quite satisfied with my drawing, BUT I wanna be better,

 better than anyone I know, hah, listening Tina Turner's album Foreign Affair, simply the best...

 

 

 

 

 

 ..........mother I ever had!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

11.1.2019 Friday and off to work camp slavery, hehe...

 

 

 

 

....have yourself a GREAT

weekend, in any which possible way you choose to lose your blues!! :)

 

 

<-- my record cover art version number 666! ;)

10.1.2019 Thursday morning, woke up late, got my lacks of sleep finally slept away, and all the tears I've swept away, oh, just wrote a new song lyrics, on this sentence: I've found out I have to write immediately WHEN the spur of moment hits, or lose the text forever. Sometimes it's golden, sometimes just rust and better leave outta touch, hah, well, I do compose so much music I usually USE every lyric I got, even the silliest and most naive blues boy lyrics. It all depends on HOW I feel awhile singing the tune. My way is the fastest as I don't even try the melody forehand: I just press th rec-button and let it all out of lungs, I'm a good ol' timer blues screamer, but I wanna learn sing more delicante and quieter, hah, mellow and easy, just ain't my cup of tea, hah.......

 

 

 

...but sometimes the loudest ain't the best, and that I've been practising now 1 year since I bought my cheap Cort acoustic guitar, but I love my electric guitar solos and riffs, too much to gave up all. So as usual both sides is better than one!! ;) Hard and mellow, rhythm and blues, yes, as what it meant back in 60's and 70's. I'd love to love NEW (pop)music but it's too simple and personal young girls troubled minds whining or just party rap, that doesn't  ewoke any good feelings on me. I got no problem to live in my own red hot and blues bubble, and rock out with my cock out ( quote: Lemmy), is I please!!! ;)

Just do it motherfucker, and whine not!! ;)

9.1.2019 Wednesday morning, despite of the fear of repeating myself I gotta tell I'm getting better day by day, as I think I had aX-mas and funeral exhaustion going on, without realizing it myself, huh, my health is not what I worry much, except these extra heavy weight kilos, I wanna lose, soon, heh, might be boring you with this tale also before, haha...

 

 ...and boring people is not what I aim, nor writing boring kids tales, fiction novels about made up people in made up world life, ain't no fiction, life is bread and butter, cola and diamonds, water and fire, love and hate.

 

 Don't care if I ain't understood, just gotta tell it like it is, truth won't burn in fire, and it water tight and solid gold. Silence is only silver, lies are bronze and rest ain't worth a fuck! ;)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Freedom fighter til the end and natural born lover, that's enuff. You fight your own silly little wars and economy crises  and fucking luxury oil your hips, to dance the night away!! :))))))))))))))

8.1.2019 Tuesday morning, some more snow and the trees look soft and mellow, and fairy tailish, if I had any strength I'd go and foto 'em before it melts away. But right now I'm still not so recovered of the weekend's happenings. Oh, the wife's kid with his girlfriend were here too, and it tooks some  efforts and mingling too, just tired and sad. Feelings rollercoaster, but not too deep blue.................................s. 

 

 

 

 

Although recorded the first tune for this year, covering (again!) Muddy Water's Can't Spend What You Ain't Got, which has the message to my late dad, in it's chorus verse: Can't lose something you never had. Also played soem drums too, Motörhead music is my favourite exercise background music, as I do get all sweat and fast perspired-it feels like I've really done and work with my muscles, check out best of Motörhead albums and get inspired: Aftershock, Bastards, Overnight Sensation, Ace Of Spades, Inferno and We Are Mortörhead, all great albums, with no fillers, just killers all album long!!!

 

 

New year resolution challenges delayed with fucking funeral fuzz and food.................... but I'll show you how this mute boy sings and fat loses the fat he doesn't need!! ;) Just you wait and see!!! :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) !

7.1.2019 Monday morning, this here fuzzyhead still needs a day to recover all the challenges of the weekend, even my body needs rest for sitting in a car driving it on icy roads, you can't let your guard down at all, so 6 hours on concentration and all the father's funeral jive too, it's always stressful to see those old relatives, familiar mostly from my childhood. So it was nice meeting, in awkward situation.

 Now I still wonder shall I GET anything in his last will, and same time doesn't really care or believe to be so lucky, to be remembered in his will........

....that we shall see, and I'll report here soon as possible, heh!! ;)

 

 

 Now eeerr. tomorrow to continue the book drawing from sketches to inkable state, all the pages required and then next year inking it to printable, and the year after that 2021 the texting and print in Summer of 2021 !! ;) !!!

6.1.2019 Sunday, funeral and meeting with father's side of relatives went fine. I didn't shed a tear, but that was expected, if not anyone but me...

 Well I did drove soem 6 hours and 600 km so, now very tired and need a little off time, from all, so Tv entertainn me, thank you. As I've already written, composed and sung asong called "Last Will Blues", that's all I'm expecting now: money and all thing glitter from father to son. Amen.

 

 

<--- meanwhile I just borrowed the latest of Tina Turner autobiographic book, Her Love Story.......

happening moistly after this foto was talen, I presume, although few rightfull bitter and cruel stories about Ike, too, included, well, hell, I've just started,

after I did read Van Halen book, that was mostly fun and easy reading...

 

...thanks Santa Claus, keep on rocking with X-mas tree and times forever!! ;)

5.1.2019  Good morning Finland, I'm soon off  to my father's funeral in Karhula, and back later on this eve. Sad day, cold ground, but happy to be able to see some living relatives I usually don't, like, ever see... so farewell to my dad. I take some extra sparetime for driving those 228 km, and back, and wisen up last time borrowed this same car, I got flash stick full of GOOD music, and taking extra coffee breaks too, and takin it easy. And  HOPEFULLY meet the nice family members, not the cruel... hah, can't choose the family and blood relatives,

but can choose friends. Life is pretty good, after all. Wish I 'd live forever, but seems like I have to give that to my art, and hope it will, sweeten your life for next 400 years, at least!!;)

 I'll post later on  a foto. Just you wait and have yourself a great weekend anyway!! :)

4.1.2018 Friday morning and I think I got it made...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

...the last of the year before and first of this, pin up your life, baby! ;)

I'll start next fun project and soon be here again!! ;)

3.1.2019 Back in the saddle and drawing table...

 

 

 

 

 

 

...pin up finishing touches, right now and here!! ;)

3.1.2019 Thursday morning, wrote last night the lyrics for song: Slippery When Slope, while watching Amy Winehouse document about makin Back In Black, where someone used that phrase, I keep hearing it alot, so why not use it as title and make some sweet music on it later on. 

My way to make songs is like this: First I've written padful of song lyrics, then I go to recording studio and lay the drums on two tracks or more if necessary. Then I get my guitar or in some cases bass and start to jam with/over drum tracks. Then I double 'em guitratracks for two mastering/mixing tracks, and empty two tracks for vocals, which I sang usually with take one. If I screw up with words, I sang it twice. Then I bounce all 6 tracks again to mastering tracks and burn it to CD, inside of my recorder. If the song if less than 3 minutes, I can sing backgroud vocals or play guitar solo/s, if needed ( and 'em ARE needed every song, haha!!). And this all takes somewhere between 40 minutes to 1 ½ in total, especially if the drum tracks were played the day before, and rest laid another day. And this is the "secret" how I can record and make 158 songs a year (2018), or 160 for year 2017 etc etc... 

 

 

 

( <--- My first ever(!!!!!) sold illustration, of old blues singer Sleepy John Estes. Made when I was just 17 years old, in just two days with crayons back in 1981, sold it same year, so THAT's where my commercial artist time starts: 38 years AGO. Luckily got a chance to buy it back, and now it's hanging on our staircase. )

 

 

.....and it's NEVER about quantity. it's the quality where I gave my all, my best. Wether it's comics, art or music, full speed, no mercy. Oh, I made a new song with my great 24-track machine just few days ago, and it sounded way better than it did 3 years ago, when I used it last time before, hah, maybe this old dog has been learning new tricks, haha,

 

well, I think I might have found my VOICE to sing, although I'd prefer to scream it to tom waits level, before recording my first big hit album for major deal and distributor and world wide tour, hehehehehee...! ; )))))))

2.1.2019 Wednesday morning, snow and freeze out there and here nice and warm and cozy, maybe strating to draw again slowly, hah, as I could do so. I think I only have one switch: on and off, full speed or none. Working slowly and thinking every move just ain't my style, and you can say that of all my actions and moves, haha...

 I almost wonder how I ever get to working in illustrations as you have to sit down and be quite still, when drawing lines, well it's my first love and joy I ever had, now twenty sixth year as in profession of making pictures, illustrating comics and tragedies. Well, I still love deepest the caricatures and potraits of people, animals are fun to draw also, but so much more difficult. To make a picture alive from empty paper and just lines, it's the magic I carve for, work for. Live the life you love, simple facts of  complicated life, hah. Let's make this year better than one before, and my diet just started fine, losing extra weight, on my way to beach fit by Summertime!! ;)

 

 

 

 

 

<-- found few illustration  I made for blues harp booklet, from year 1994!!! Here you are!! Dunno what you see in this, but I see that my style was already developed where it still is, although I don't use pens anymore, just brushes to shadowing, too!!

1.1.2019 Happy new year everybody, especially all my friends all over the world, the good music and comics lovers, and lovers of life, equality, truth and kindness. I made just one new yeraresolution...

    ...and you will see WHAT it is, in next months to come, heh, never give up too easily the secrets and plots of the books you're still writing, drawing and making!! ;) Let's work and try to develope together for better understanding and planning the future, taking care the most poorest and kindest...

 of us little illustrators and comics artists, we don't need no more war, nor capitalists to take our time, peace and money. We gotta fight back, and make love, the most valuable thing in our lives again. Life is short enuff to not waste on hate and anger, especially if it can' t be turned into strength, perseverance and doesn't serve purpose of GOOD. If you can't separate the good from bad, take a little self inspections and find yourself, find the time to do NOW what you always wanted, and do not hurt any animal, human or nature, that's my humble new year wish...

 

 ....and billion dollars in cash!! ;)

Happy New Year Everyboooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodyy!! :)